I am wondering why God chose to gave us free will. He gave us free will maybe because if he didn't, everyone would be living in monotony, and He would be above watching us, in monotony too, pretty boring isn't it?

He gave us free will, probably because it wasn't boring at all. You could see the 'characters' you 'made' lead their own lives, fornicating, thinking they can manage their lives on their own without any advice or help of any sort.

It's funny how people know that doing that is wrong, but they still continue to do it. Just like teenagers knowing their affections for their boyfriend/girlfriend/crushes are mere infatuations, yet they choose to call it 'love'.

Funny as how it seems, love is overrated in this social era. Anything, everything that comes with a strong liking is automatically classified as 'love. Whatever happened to the wonderful quotes of Shakespeare? Hmm.

Take me for an example. I know i've been infatuated with A for far too long. It's coming to 2 years this June/July already, and i know that i'll get out of this soon, except that i wouldn't be doing anything to hasten up the moving on speed.

Yet, i cry and ponder about when i would, or rather he would love me. Again, love is overrated. I am one dumb girl.

Yes, i'm feeling extremely moody.