I feel so fucked.

My english standard is going down.

It is not that i don't read books, it's not that i dont do grammar practices. It is just SUCKING LIKE FUCK.

So are my other subjects.

Getting 11/20 for the class test, although already the highest among my class is no big deal.

11/20, 55% only leh. What's more, i FAILED some compre thingy whereas even people with weak english can pass.

So stop calling me, or thinking that i am good in english. Even if you're my close friend, even if you are calling me that purely because you think my english is good because to me it will seem like an insult. I will feel as though you called me that out of sarcasm.

Give me SPACE.

That doesn't mean that i'll stop my challenge with some bitches in the school though.

It seems like Photoshop is causing me all these grievances. I lack time management as well. I photoshop for 3 hours everyday and sometimes even 5 hours if i'm doing some artwork, just like how i focused on English last year. I would be a freak and only revise for english and ignore other subjects, maybe that's why i ended up in the last Express class.

I still don't understand why the education system is all about maths and science. I got 83, and i got to the last class. Some freak got 54 and he got to the first class!

The wonders of maths and science, huh?