I've come to realised how cynical and naive a person will feel, or rather a person can be depending on the various phases of life. For example, a teen who is in 'love' when actually they're just liking each other very much will feel like their boyfriend/girlfriend is everything, and all the love songs will seem to bring meaning to their life, yadda yadda. A person who has just fallen out of 'love',like me however will question everything there is about life, and promise not to fall in 'love' again.

Personally, i think i saw the entire picture clearly after getting over and done with all the fluttering hearts, emotional highs, and of the Major Crush. I definitely felt like giving myself a hard knock on the head as i flipped through many books, to find the name of the M.C written EVERYWHERE like how flies flock to dung. And now i'm making up by trying my best to erase all that names on my mobile phone, textbooks(esp MATHS and phys LOL), and on almost every single paper i doodled on. After getting over the M.C, i seriously don't think love exists in teenage life, and therefore we shouldn't waste much of our time dating in our teens.

Although some might argue that teens ought to date more so they'll know who's exactly The One, i think The One varies at many phases of life as well. Surely you felt like your first crush was the only one and you're gonna marry him? So, there'll always be 'The One's lying around on Earth, in this sunny little island, just like how flyers are thrown all on the bridge that connects to Suntec City.

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Blehh, seriously, i can't sleep.