I feel pressurized.

The overpriced operating system, with the monitor screen actually requested to be larger in size, the purchase of professional-graphic-design products when i am only 15 years old, with no defined ambitions yet and solid qualifications to proof that I will really be a designer next time makes me feel so guilty for making god of fortune spend so much money.

The graphic design industry is getting more and more challenging by the day, with dozens of wah-photoshop-is-so-cool people sprouting everywhere everyday, it'll be a cut throat business climate by the time i'm 25.

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