It was only after "goodbye" was said, that i realised i shouldnt have said that.

I may be all high and happy in school, but i just can't be an optimist, though i seemingly am one.

I think i'm going to get depression if i continue being tormented by sleepless, tearful, and plain sad nights. One day, i'll really turn mad.

I'm considering on spending about $50 on audition, which i think really is a waste.

Again, this is just a filler for a permanent void in me. Is it really that easy to let go of the past? To be honest i think all that i have or want now, are just fillers.