I realised, sleeping in class is a HABIT. On days where i had less than 3 hours of sleep in the past, i could survive it all, without having my head on the table, but now, i put my head on the table whenever there's time for me to. How ridiculous.

I almost lost my water bottle today, not only is it an expensive one from Sigg which isn't the main point, it is chosen by somebody who means alot to me, and quite a number of people said the bottle was nice, which wringed out even more precious memories, so sad.

I know i am not letting go of the past, but it really is difficult. Why do people change.