I get annoyed easily.

Probably because i am stressed.

UNSW English is coming.

I admit, i prepare for it. Be it loading vocabulary into my still-very-dense mind, correcting grammatical and structureal errors, i'm trying to do as much as i can.

I take this test as a gauge of how good i am compared to the rest of the participants of this test.

Some of you might say, "Why don't you stop preparing? You preparing for the quiz is just like you trying to raise your standard up 'unnaturally'. "

To those of you who think that way..

It's a standard. If you can improve on something, wouldn't you do it? To gauge your standard doesn't equalify to just attempting the competition unprepared, to see 'how good you really are'. If it really goes that way, wouldn't it might as well be a talent competition? Because talent differs from hard work. So how about not studying for your O'levels or for any tests?

I'ld be happy if i get a 'credit' certificate already.

Plainly because i still remember this line,

"We know you hold a high regard for your POLISHED english. (Bla bla and then ____ warned me in case i fall too fast bla bla) "

We'll see okay.