Would i be really happy if the gayboy and the gaygirl(apparently me) get erm, together?

NO.

I just realised that i am even happier when i am back talking to some of my friends. These close-but-drifted-apart friends of mine mean more than anything.

And i believe i'll try to make it up to them someday. (:

Getting back to friends with some makes me feel euphoric. It's better than love, believe me.