Changed blog URL.

Ask me if you want to, but bear in mind I'm not obliged to tell.

^____________^

Thank you..

..for making me laugh, all the time
..for hearing whatever I have to say
..for 'counseling' me when i'm totally emo
..for making me appreciate things around me more
..for giving me free exp (LOL)
..for accompanying me if you could


If I didn't find out about the truth behind your identity then I would have missed out a very good friend.

AND I WOULD SAY, the way we met and finally clicked after a long while is rather amusing.

MONG JIEJIE,

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY.

=DDDDDDD

New layout.

Travis - Closer

I've had enough, of this parade.
I'm thinking of, the words to say.
We open up, unfinished parts,
Broken up, its so mellow.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now.

Keep waking up (waking up), without you here (without you here).
Another day (another day), another year (another year).
I seek the truth (seek the truth), we set apart (we set apart)
Second base, a second chance.

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

And when I see you then I know it will be next to me
And when I need you then I know you will be there with me
Ill never leave you... just need to get...

Just need to get closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now,
closer, closer,
Lean on me now,
Lean on me now (lean on me now).

closer, closer... closer, closer.

I am dead tired, but I finally did a blog layout. It's not exactly woo-la-la nicer than the rest of my works but it's one that I have been wanting to do(but never completed or even tried) since like 4 months ago?!

Before my computer came I was already thinking of what to do, and other styles just didn't appeal to me, I know why, because I've not done what I wanted to do. So yeah, it's about loving what you do I guess.

The initial attempt sucked, I'm not really happy with the current one now as well. If I have time and the inspiration I'll look back and do a new version.

By the way, it will NOT look nice on 1024 by 768 or smaller resolution, paiseh =X My screen is 1280 x 960. I thought I can edit it after I'm done with it but it looks even shitier if i resize it to 1024 type, so nevermind =X




If you can't spot the difference...


I've not decided which to use yet.

I'm back to the time when I meet somebody who makes me go crazy, as in, a FRIEND lah. And she is none other than ........ my.. AHMA LOL

I played Auditon from 1PM till now, not kidding.

Played games.

Then she decided to be lame and bought me a face.

YEAH, and wore our 'twin suits' to play team games. Had a hell lot of fun.


Some horny guy took this. TSK.

Wow how amazing. Okay I am spamming but anyway.....

Just a simple "what happened?" has sent tears rolling down my cheeks again.

-______- _|_

I threw up in the morning. Maybe it's morning sickness.

Right now I am feeling so fucking sick.

Fever, flu, sore throat, gastric.

And I feel like throwing up again.

Yes, maybe i really am dying.

For the first time I feel so weak. I've been drifting in and out of sleep.

Wee I'm back in Audition and I love MJJ ^_^

Hi, actually, I have not really 'recovered' from whatever 'depression' I'd been going through.

Don't you give me that condescending face, whatever, bitch.

The sight, the thought, the voice, the mere SCENT of certain morons is enough to put me off. Put me off going to wherever that I might see them, take for example, the nearest shopping centre. In this most honest case, SCHOOL.

But this time I'm not gonna de-stress by spending money or torturing anything/anybody. I shall just face it, it's all part and parcel of life. If I don't ever get over this phase then I'll really die a horrible death in future without my godfather.

After the you-swore-at-your-mother incident, I finally understand and really feel my dependence on him, financially, and emotionally. I reckon I should get a life and face whatever shit life throws in me. After all, it IS my life. He spoils me rotten. With him I really don't give a damn about my phone bills. "Aiya, nvm lah, he will give me money to eat, more money for good food somemore," and whatever that is wrong in my life, "nevermind, because there's a godfather"

What the fuck man.

Moreover those creeps are not deserving of me 'sacrificing' my loved ones. They are too cheap.

I dread art lessons, i mean, the extras. I understand that it's an effort made to make US put an effort into our coursework but at times I really think I don't need it. Not because I'm doing it the photoshop way(I don't even fucking think I can do it, thanks to the people around me. _|_ Look at all the negativity I am receiving and thus giving), but just because, "hey, it's my life. I'm prepared to screw it."

Life should be spent without hopes, without thinking "aiya, got direct admission, sure can get into poly".

Life should be spent like this "SHIT! I GOTTA STUDY! OR ELSE I WON'T MAKE IT!" and you continue scaring yourself. As a result, due to the stress, you develop cancer, gastric problems, and hair loss as well. Slowly, you turn to stick thin and your skin sticks to your bones. One day your entire body shall collapse, like how they blow up a building. Yes, wonderful.

That's the masochistic shit of life.

Thereby, I shall try to stop crying or at least tearing every night(thank god my eyes are not swollen in the day -.-) and yeah, FACE IT.

Not run away, not by finding comfort in throes of people and then dumping them once you're alright, not by spending money, et cetera.