170bpm 8K cool fms. Uhh ya, don't compare me to lower level people who can do 188 8k fm please =X



1-2 Party, played with the guy i'm the most afraid of, PERO. His scores are seriously scary, and you thought mine was scary enough.

I x13-ed and was leading..and at the few final moves he x13-ed too! So he caught up. But this is my best score for this song so far. =/

I slept at 3am last night and had only 2.5hours of sleep. Trent lah, suggested a new way of playing tic tac toe. The winner is the ultimate loser, so the key is to trick your partner into winning.

Unknowingly we came up with patterns such as ^o^


I forgot what made us came to this conclusion. We had a pattern that was xox, and he said it's like XoX. Then he developed his 'idea' and said the person probably was giving blowjobs till he had the X_X expression. LOL





Trent : Omg.. that looks like something HAHAHAHA
Me : Looks like _|_ LOL
Trent : But..this dick is like disconnected from the body? LOLOL

Later...
Me : *Says something*
Trent : FUCK U
Me : HAHA HOW TO FUCK ME, ur dick disconnected from ur body LOLOL

=X

Just when i don't want it already,

it came back to me! *GASP*

You're the only one

All I need is a memory
Someone to depend on
When the rain falls down
Whenever you're around me
All darkness turns to day

What'd you do to me
You're the one and only
Treasure in my life
A feeling i can't hide from you
And you're the only one

You're the one and only
Treasure in my life
A feeling that goes on and on
And you're the only one

All my thoughts wont just run away
Move a little closer
Now we agree as one
Take my hand let's fly away
To another place in time
Let the world just fade away

What'd you do to me
What'd you do to me

Miss Chong said my english has deproved (TRUE)

My comprehension scores are so inconsistent and the fluctuations are shockingly constrasting.

I used to be the top of my class during the lower secondary years, doing really well for each english test.

But now, i can score so low.

I can score extremely high, and extremely low too.

So she said to me i used to be the top, and now it seems like everybody has caught up. So i ought to work harder and be the top again.

._.

Sparing a though for myself...way too much.

You probably wonder why I'm still not asleep. Well, i wanted to sleep initially but then i thought of something and then i just teared.

There's something i've been clearly aware of - I am taking things for granted.

My mom is the sole breadwinner who's really slogging her ass off, for that miserable sum just to keep everything going on, plus the god-of-fortune who only makes my life too good to be true. How good can my life be without all the extra allowances to purchase things i like and eat the food I like? Without him, i won't even be able to go crystal jade's once in a while. I wouldn't even have a colour handphone! (I don't wanna go into the specific details of how much my mom makes and our expenses. It's just barely enough, not enough for extravagant expenses.)

She's working so hard. She has eye problems but she goes to work everyday. A minor aliment in me is enough to send me asking for a schoolday's exemption.

I'm..really not doing her hard work justice.

I play everyday and hell, i go after branded stuffs which are ridiculously priced, although not that much, I still set my eyes on pricey branded apparels.

I realised i've become more self-centred, and definitely more selfish. I am so calculating towards my sister, although i would defend myself by saying that she is irresponsible, i believe that is only a furthering my self-centredness.

A friend said it is fine, everybody has flaws, but isn't that a sheer excuse? Everybody has flaws and they should change them, if they can. It will never touch the lines of being a perfectionist and such.

I ought to think for my mom and spend lesser.

Because I know my results will break her heart if i don't study hard now.

And i'll try surviving without the godfather's money for at least a month.

Not that i am cursing him, he will have to go someday. And from then on, who am i going to live on? My boyfriend? My friends? My relatives?

I'm living too comfortably in a well protected world of my own.

So protected, i'll die the moment i get exposed.

Translated version of Whisung's "7 days" (Korean)

You've fallen asleep in my arms and I wonder what dreams you dream of all night.
You close your eyes and your smile leaps. (I smile too as I look at you)

When you quietly fix your hair you frown just a little bit,
that appearance of you is so pretty.

I leave you who hasn't woken up yet and
I make a coffee that smells so good.
I carry a small gift for you and
Without me even noticing I hum.

You spread your two arms and stretch and
as you yawn you call out my name
(as you rub your still sleepy eyes)

I hide and watch you silently.
The movements you make as you
wander looking for me are so cute.
(this feeling this morning is good)

Monday Tomorrow too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday and I love you more.
Monday The next day too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday Love only me too.

My white shirt that I treasure drags on the floor and that looks too big
is your sleeping wear. (you put it there neatly)

When you lean against my arm and watch a movie
Your appearance when you get worked up by yourself is so cute.
(This feeling at this moment is good)

Monday Tomorrow too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday and I love you more.
Monday The next day too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday Love only me too.

Is my embrace that comfortable? Again as I watch you sleep
I do like you and close my eyes and meet you again in my dreams.
I hold you who's kissed both my cheeks and today is a heatfluttering day.

Monday Tomorrow too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday and I love you more.
Monday The next day too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday Love only me too.

Monday Tomorrow too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday
Sunday Baby I Love You Honey
Monday The next day too, Tuesday I Love You
Wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday

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School is really boring...can't think of much to say. Only looking forward to Wednesday because i'm going out with Belinda to pooooollll and then erm, study? =/

You know you are getting crazier and crazier over a person when you start scribbling "I love (Hisnamehere)" all over. ._.

Went out with Yurica and Gerlaine today. Enjoyment..

because i had CRYSTAL JADE AGAINNNNNNNNN.

I love their Shanghai pork rib lamian + Xiao long bao.

Cheap and good.

Oh i forgot to mention rica and I met this really weird guy at Wheelock place.

Us : *Looks at display*
Man : Hi excuse me do you know where is the DBS bank branch?
Rica : Oh sorry I don't know bla bla
Man : The both of you look like Poly students, what school are you from?
Rica : JJ
Man : Ohhh i thought you all were uni students bla bla holy bah bah black sheep
Man : I think we should exchange numbers and meet up some time, what are your names?
Me : ...Veronica.
Yurica : *Dumbfounded because she wanted to use Veronica =X*

AND YEAH, HE WANTED OUR NUMBERS. DAMN I SHOULD HAVE GIVEN him Kendrik-the desperate-guy-in-my-friendster's number. Quite a scary experience actually. And to think we thought of it later and wanted to ask him to buy us things LOL

Didn't buy anything, except my mind is fixed on this small, white Mango handbag. $40, I REALLY LIKE IT. I called godfather twice and he said it's up to me but he told me to consider deeply because how often would I be using it? Especially when I'm supposed to study and not go out?

Which i think is true, though i really like it. I guess i shall save up first.

AND I LOVE MY GODFATHER.

I thought my bank balance was only $50, because he said he found $40 inside and deposited only $10. So i was kind of disappointed because I was planning to go buy alot of stuff today..

Until i went to the ATM machine with Yurica. *Presses $40*

Bank balance : $50

WHICH MEANS HE DEPOSITED $50 OMGGGGG. Yeah, my dream amount currently is $90. I know it's actually very little but fuck it's enough for me to buy what i NEED. (Concealer, etc etc)

^_^

So we basically walked around Far East and had alot of funny incidents happening along the way, but i can't remember them.

Anyway, it's REALLY FUN going out with them. =X

P.S. Somebody made my day today by appearing in Town...except..He didn't see me. HAHA :x

Today was a blast. I just came back from Yurica's place. Damn shagged now...

Er i shall cut everything away because i am really so tired now.

Went out with her for dinner at Subway, before going to Kwee Ann's workplace and then headed back home and snuck out to her place again with my hamster =X

And today was a HELL lot of fun, really. It's like every time i go out with her and AUNTY GERLAINEEEEEEEEEE, it's so darn fun. ^_^

Maybe, i have obsessive compulsive disorder too.

I have been obsessed with cleanliness lately, ironically i mess up my room, but i LOVE to clean up. I love to clear up spots, and basically try my best to chuck things away from my fussy eyes. So currently i've thrown away my very old mango cylinder(wtf) handbag and some schoolbags, while the rest are left to collect dust. Sooner or later they'll be gone too. =X

I love the non sticky feeling of the floor and my table ala my study desk.

The walls of my room is painted in light purple and white. Pasting notices/notes on the walls makes me like the walls more, I don't know why. Makes me feel like I am in an office. SO...i shall go to IKEA soon to buy more stuff to add on. =D

TOMORROW WILL BE 'PAYDAY'

$$$$

=X

I learnt a very important lesson over the few years since i entered BM. =/

I learnt that when it comes to private affairs, or highly sensitive one, i ought to be wiser and not tell the people whom I think can trust about it, because usually, they screw the matter up for me and mind you, the recovery process sucks.

So now i'm just gonna take things into my own hands, because i defintely know better than them and have got more experience and not rush anything.

^_^

Today i bumped into Mdm Kaur.
Her : Miss Kong told me you have problems answering her questions. (Or something like that)
Me : Oh? Because i'm born retarded. *Does ^^V sign*
Her : You're already SEC 4! And you're still the same etc etc.

She said my she'ld miss my batch, and according to her, my batch is the best because the kids nowadays are getting more and more screwed as the year progresses.

Awww. I'll definitely miss her. =/

HAHAHAHA =D

WALAO....honestly, I got over him. When i least expected it of course. =/

I'll lock my blog soon again.

I can't guarantee all the people i invited previously would be invited again. Sorry.

I should merge all entries into one whole lump, but that'll make it even messier, seeing every new post is about something different.

Well, i feel so good that i actually can have the honour to make an all time slacker go to school and study for his/her tests. ^_^

It more or less motivates me to work hard as well.

XD

Today was a bad day.

I wish i can just move into MJJ's house. :X

So hooked to this song for now.



Danity Kane - Ride for you

Lately, I’ve been tryna fight whatever’s pulling us under
it’s got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me…
Maybe I’m foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can’t imagine
It’s just to close to the heart
And I won’t stand it if were broken apart

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together,
Don’t you throw in the towel
I’m keeping my promise to you I got ya back now,
When the chips are down
It seems like it’s so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I’m gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We’ve been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It’s rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance

Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together,
Don’t you throw in the towel
I’m keeping my promise to you I got ya back now,
When the chips are down
It seems like it’s so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,
I’m gonna stay down and ride for you baby

Don’t you dare tell me we gotta let it go…
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that
I just can't hear that
and know
wherever you wanna take me
I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me

I PASSED MY SS TESTTTTTTTTTTT 9/12 when i thought i would fail.

But then, i failed my accounts test DAMN badly and the damn-fuck teacher wrote comments like...
"...It is not 'so' difficult?"

What kind of fucked up attitude.

Today was pretty screwed up. Belinda didn't turn up, worse still, i left my handphone charger at my sister's place, so my phone was dead and i couldn't sms mamalin and belinda...until somebody kindly lent me his phone battery. Bah.

Anyway..
Thank you auntie haiqal for offering to lend me ur hp.
Thanks ZL for ur phone battery.
Thanks to all who helped me with my maths and accounts and laichoon for lending me his ss textbook or else i would have died. (And since when is he so kind HURRRRRRRRRRR)

"What lah. What act chio. I AM pretty. I **AM**. You must have found me pretty in some sense and when you hated me, you said i'm pretending to be pretty."

Anyway, how do you find out people are pretending to be pretty anyway? Because you found them pretty in the first place right? Right?

o.O

My 2nd sister is so sweet. ._. Was at her place for tuition yesterday, and she laid out alot of things on the dining table.

"Facial products you all can use, i changed my brand. ^_^"

And there were like 4-6 tubes of Garnier products.

"This is for AhLai(pet name for the sis who lives with me), don't scratch the discs or else i'll humtum you two properly, they are worth close to $200"

She lent us Sims 2, expansion packs like university, nightlife, and business!! But i've grown out of the sims2 craze, it's my sister. =X I'm into Audition and ____ now. XD

Yeah, and she bought us some snacks from HongKong. She's flying off to Korea in the next couple of weeks. Bon Voyage. ^______^

I feel like i am Mia Thermapolis, the girl in the princess diaries series, the storybook, not the movie.

Except that I'm not a princess.

I'm in such a dilemma. I really can't reveal anything because this person has so many social connections, and THAT person, well, is connected to THIS person.

Ahhhh.

For awhile,when we talked, i felt so happy. :X

Shall try to make a detailed entry about my day.

Errrhmm, was basically stoned through. Screwed up my maths test. Really there's NOTHING much in school. Everyday is so mundane.

Went to BMC with Belinda after self study sessions.

Basically, slacked at macdonalds and talked alot of crap.. OOOH, i saw auntie gerlaine too. :D

Anyway.........
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WALAO, WHY DO I LIKE __________. T______T

Oh my god.

I'm in love with you.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I feel very good now because i threw away ALOT of rubbish.

6-7 NTUC sized plastic bags full of JUNK.
At least 3-5kg of clothes thrown into the washing machine.
ALOT of books thrown away, they can be enough to fill up half of a black garbage bag.
Bedsheets changed.

And i shifted my stuffs around and i like my new 'furnishing plan'.

Now time to go do my homework and try out the new facial masks i bought. xD

Belinda i hate you. =X Stop changing your mind about going out with me, mjj and akk lah walaoooooooo.

And Nigel Mong, an annoying 13 year old boy, thinks i really like him, when i was merely joking and obviously playing. -_______-

I am in love with my best friend's brother's girlfriend's brother's girlfriend's sister's brother's hamster's hamster baby.

I shifted alot of furnitures around and cleaned the corners of my room, now my back feels FUNKY, as in, i can actually feel some kind of weird feeling, a little like pain but not really pain, whenever i move.

Anyway, school today was...funny.

I should really go join some laughing competition.

Belinda will be my partner.

LOL.