I didn't sleep at all, maybe because of my excitement for the shopping and ushering of the new year later. I always spend a long time in bed before i fall asleep, as i tend to think about things that happened, or might happen, or is happening. I would pretty much call myself a deep thinker although i don't show it, especially when i'm with my friends. ;x

Why do people welcome a new year so much? Does a new start only come with a new year? I guess people feel this way because a year means a big magnitude of changes, and for us students, maybe it's due to us not seeing many of our friends/teachers for quite awhile and that gives us the time to cool down, or simply forget about the current year and move on with life.

I wonder if anybody understood what i wrote. It's a holyadadahfsdigdflgi long sentence too.

I figured out that a new start can begin anytime, anywhere. Doesn't exactly need a new month or a new day. Pushing it to the next day, month, or year is just procrastination.

Anyway.

Went to the hawker center and bought breakfast for my sister and I. I am probably so kind of out the blue because i feel rich, and when i feel rich i feel happy, thus resulting in the onset of absolute randomness and weirdness.

Bought meat porridge from this stall owned by an elderly couple. Their porridge is pretty good and so is their business. Somehow, just by looking at the old lady cook, i began to wonder if she was as playful as the teens we are now. -_-"

As i see her husband, grey-haired, skinny but still able to move fast serve the meals to the people, it just struck me - How hard it is to earn money. You face the hot boiling porridge, and risk yourself of getting scald, each time, for $2.

Then my thoughts wandered off to my parents, regarding their divorce and also with the rapid rise of divorce rates. Without such lasting couples to bring a glimmer of hope to all the cynics like you and I, the iconic(maybe ironic too) 'true love' would have long been extinct.

Seeing the both of them move around is somehow sweet, yet heart-wrenching.

Ahhh, this post is so long and naggy and different from my usual posts. Must be due to the lack of sleep and seeing my mom going to work today. Her job is especially taxing on the ends and beginnings of months.

Sister : You're going to work today? New Year eve leh.
Mom : New year eve so what? Life still has to go on.

._.

I still miss Fifi very much. New year and XMAS would have been a whole lot better with him around, because i'll hold him and tell him

"Merry XMAS/Happy New Year Fifi! Spend the next xmas/new year with me okay?" and then proceed to either sniff him or rub my nose against his.

SIGH.

I can't wait for school to start, although i'll probably die because :
1)I'll get drilled for ponning trainings ( HAHHAHA =x )
2)My grades suck.

Nevertheless, I wanna experience new things, maybe i'll get into worser shit, maybe my life might just get better. For now it has definitely gotten better, but life's always like a ferris wheel.

The higher you get, the lower you fall.

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I hate portfolios that take ages to load. Blah.

Ugh. I am so reluctant to go out tomorrow.

But at the same time...i can't wait to use my ATM card.

Very sua gu indeed.

I had plentiful of nightmares during my nap. Sadly i can't remember them, except for one, where i got into a quarrel with somebody. That kind of relationship where you don't want to strain it further, but yet arguments just keep boiling up.

It was so bad i woke up and felt like crying. Sigh.

Just played a few rounds of NPC with Trent and his GF. Wah piang, damn funny.

Trent : yadda yadda
Me : UNCLE GIRAFFE
*NPC chains*
Me : STOP

And we miss =.=

Because we were not focusing and were most of the time sharing jokes and laughing, it became even more amusing when we missed. LOL.

Wasn't very amused with the jokes people told me last night, and i got tortured by Uncle Giraffe as I already wanted to sleep and he messaged, so i slept at like 5am?He actually wrote a poem for 'Auntie Giraffe'. Very corny, but nice. I'll type it later, can't type it now, cuz my hair will stand. =X Speaking of which, i'm AMAZED 'auntie giraffe' knows me even when i don't know her ;x She said to Uncle Giraffe that i'm mad, and i'm making him very mad with all the giraffe jokes and what not. HAHAHHAHAHAHAA.

Got pulled out of bed by mom at 830am, and rushed out to meet Godfather. Mom got it all wrong. He told me to wake up at 830 and meet him at 10AM, so while a very sleepy verbiagelover and her mom were at the bank, poor godfather cabbed down. =X

Got my atm card, Godfather said i am smart because i chose the one which requires no name(instant). 1) I can spend money immediately 2) Safer. Mom changed her account type as well.

After that, went to Swensens for breakfast. I am utterly disappointed with the food and i swear Jack's Place is my all time favourite restaurant.

The breakfast is pretty cheap and the food is okay..except for their pancakes. McDonald's one tastes so much better. Swensen's pancakes are so thick and...awful. I didn't finish mine at all.

Not to mention the food wasn't served to us warm. It was pretty cold to me. Jack's Place on the other hand serves them smoking hot, which is alot better.

I'ld rather pay $30-$40 for a full course at Jacks' Place because i'll really enjoy, than $8 at Swensens.

I'M HAPPY. =D

Was very moody today, and i didn't really laugh as wild as the other time when trent the comedian shared his jokes. But he came up with a super funny poem..

Necks are long,
Dicks are strong.
Stupid giraffes with a 3 meter dick,
But not as bad as when u're a moody prick

HAHAHAHHAA

I am so pissed off today. It has got nothing to do with anyone. Therefore, what i'm gonna say are just some brainless rantings which will most likely be deleted very soon.

What is blogskin design when everything is just CUT AND PASTE from various images? Note : You don't even add a single filter, you just take raw images and paste/align them.

Argh. So bloody fucked up bad mood.


[1] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[2] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[3] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ ] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[5] I have played ping pong.
[6] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[7] I have seen fireworks.
[ ] I have seen a shooting star.
[ ] I have seen a meteor shower.
[8] I have almost drowned.
[9] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[10] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[11 ] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[12] I have stayed up til 2 doing homework/projects. [Try all night]
[ ] I currently have a job.
[ ] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been rollerblading.
[13] I have fallen flat on my face.
[14] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[15] I have been in a fist fight. <-- catfight, actually. with the nails, you know?
[16] I have played videogames for more than 3 hours straight.
[17] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[ ] I attend Church regularly.
[18] I have played truth or dare.
[ ] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[ ] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[19] I've called someone stupid.
[20] I've been in a verbal argument.
[21] I've cried in school.
[22] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[ ] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[24] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[25] I've climbed a rock wall.
[26] I've lost more than $20.
[27] I've called myself an idiot.
[28] I've called someone else an idiot.
[29] I've cried myself to sleep.
[30] I've had (or have) pets.
[31] I've owned a Spice Girls CD/cassette.
[ ] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[ ] I've owned a Backstreet Boys CD.
[ ] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[ ] I've been on TV.
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[32] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[ ] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[ ] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[33] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[ ] I've been called a geek.
[34] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[35] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[ ] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hours.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[36] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[37] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[38] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[ ] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[39] I've had/have siblings.
[ ] I've been to a rock concert.
[41] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[42] I've cried in front of my friends.
[ ] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2. <-- HAHAHA
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[ ] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[43] I've had a fight with someone on IM.
[44] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[45] I've had serious conversations on IM.
[46] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[47] I've been forgiven.
[48] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[49] I've cried at a chick flick. <-- nana considered chick flick right? :D
[ ] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[50] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[ ] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[ ] I've driven on the highway. [Motorway, duckie]
[ ] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day
[ ] I've been in a car accident.
[ ] I've done drugs.
[51] I've been homesick.
[52] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone
[ ] I've been horseback riding.
[ ] I've filled out more than 10 myspace surveys.
[53 ] I've spoken my mind in public.
[54] I've proved someone wrong. <-- i don't actually know. or cared.
[55] I've been proven wrong by someone. like all the time lah please.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
[ ] I've broken an arm.
[56 ] I've fallen off a swing.
[57 ] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight
[ ] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[ ] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[ ] I've lost my backpack.
[ ] I've come close to dying.
[58 ] I've seen someone die.
[59] I've known someone who has died.
[60] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[ ] I've done modeling.
[61] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[62] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[63] I've realized how good my life is.
[64] I've counted my blessings.
[66] I've made fun of a classmate.
[59] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[67] I've slapped someone in the face.
[ ] I've been skateboarding.
[68] I've been backstabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[69] I've lied to someone to their face.
[70] I've told a little white lie.
[71] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane. <-- more than a day, admittedly. :D
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[72] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[73] I've been pushed into a pool.
[74] I've been/am in love.

Today's was okay lah.

As you can see, i am lazy to blog because i'm rushing off to do my homework.

I swear when school reopens i'm going to become a no-lifer(or maybe spend my days in audition and studying only) LOL.

Can't care too much.

I will be invincible if i have good results.

So, yeah.

...AhDao isn't going to bunk.

So that leaves me with .... Alex and Tissue and Huichen. (The rest are mostly maplers or so i heard from Shuwei(tissue) so..yeah.)

HEHE SO EXCITED. =X

Remember this picture i drew for Trent the giraffe?

Omfg i just saw his picture HAHAHA he lives up to Uncle Giraffe man.

He dug it up as he was clearing his desktop...and he said...

Him : We should make a flash animation LOL, make the dick move, and slap the trent character out of the screen!
Me : ... LOL HAHAHA BUT I DUNNO HOW
Him : GO LEARN, but after your O levels lah
Him : Then when you become famous and when people ask you, you can say "It's because i wanted to do a dick-slapping animation"

HAAHAHHAHAA.

/EDIT

I'm so honoured. He just told me i made him spoil his keyboard the other time because he was drinking and he saw what i wrote, he spat it out and the keyboard spoilt. LOL.

Some 19 year old guy i know besides Trent, is a stark contrast to him. One so jovial and lively, the other, only know how to say Hi to me day and night...

Trent : Eh mai siao siao, he is Hi-ppy leh.
Me : .... AHHAHAHAHA
Trent : And we are the HA-PPY people.


HAHAHAHA

I really wonder what constitutes the meaning of 'friend'. I can't believe i call a person who ignores me when i ask for a favour(and i always do her favours), only to get ignored, not even with a decent explanation, not even TELLING ME she is going off.

Tsk.

Nonetheless i hope tomorrow would be fun? Bunking with tissue, huichen, ziya, alex, dao, and like 5 more i can't remember. =X

I just called tissue. Guess what.

The first thing we said, besides Hi, was...

" HAHAHAHHA"

We kept laughing.

And when MJJ came in there was chaos.

All laugh.

HAHAHAHHAA

I can't wait to go bunk with Alex, Dao, Tissue, Huichen, and a whole lot more. ._.

Although i'm shy.

Will be meeting tissue first though. Anybody wanna come along?

Shiet. Trent made me laugh for i think the WHOLE NIGHT last night. I forgot what was so funny and i'm really lazy to go comb through that whole chunk of 'HAHAHAH' and all sorts of random spammings(because we're laughing damn madly), so i shall just list down what he said.

Him : Hello thy young apprentice, what are you doing now huh huh huh
Me : HAHAHAHAHHA WTF YOUNG APPRENTICE HUH HUH HUH?
Him : I give you the patent rights to use HUH HUH HUH

Him : I told my friends about my audi friend (me)
Me : ...i am not your audi friend, i am your APPRENTICE
Both : HAHAAHJAHJSGHDGJ
Him : Okok, i shall teach you how to lead a FULFILLING LIFE one day

Nvm if you don't get it, have to be there to be able to laugh madly. =X

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dhoby there

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got a

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giraffe cafe

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WTF

Verbiagelover. says:
hahaha

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u

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know?

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AHAHAHAHA

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of

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it?

Verbiagelover. says:
DUNNO

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AHAHHA

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do u?

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AHAHAHAHA

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Oh ok.....

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i tell u

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u look around that area

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from ps walk to cathay

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u'll see it and HAHAHAHHA

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LMAO

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dunno y

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with my gf

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always

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see

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giraffe stuff

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LOL

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LOL

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den i laff like mad

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den she

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HUH?

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den i

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"ERRRRRRRRR NTH"

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AHHAHAHAA

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LOOOOOOOOOOOOL WTF

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AHHAHAa

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AHAHAHAH

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AHHAHAHAHA

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AHAHAHAHAH

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LOL

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how mad?

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o.o

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mad?

Verbiagelover. says:
laughed like mad

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like how o.o

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i'll say

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oh my god....... HAHAHAHHA den

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realise

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that

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im laffing

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den

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stop

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AHAHHAHA

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LO L

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theres one more

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HAHAHAHA

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o.o

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LMAO

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GIRAFFE EARRINGS

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AHHAHAHA

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AHHAHAHA

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U SAW BEFORE?

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NO

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HAHAHHA GO BUGIS

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LOL

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THOSE CART SHOP

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GOT

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I SAW

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DEN LAFF AGAIN

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DEN MY GF SAY

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WADS WITH U AND GIRAFFES

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AHAHHAA SHIT

My XMAS eve and Xmas was..boring. But Alex, Dao and SW made it better by sharing ALOT of jokes.

Alex has a 12 year old brother, Nigel. He's DAMN irritating. Because Dao, Alex and I were in the same team which kept winning, he wanted to team with us. Then i didn't want to swap, neither did they, so he scolded me with alot of vulgarities. -_-

There was this time, they were in a lan shop. Dao was playing and Nigel kept holding onto her, she got so pissed she tried to kick him in his crotch. Meanwhile Alex was at the side messaging, and the slipper flew to his side. Nigel 'clamped' dao's left LOL

Later, Nigel was disturbing Dao again. After he bought instant noodles, she found a 5 cent coin on the floor, and she repeatedly stepped on it and dropped into his noodles. LOL, she told him there's a coin inside, but he ignored and continued eating until he finished, and found it at the bottom.

THEN HE WENT HOME AND HAD DIARRHEA.

Abit mean i know, but you won't find it mean at that point if you keep getting disturbed by a brat.

dVa also, very funny. Can't believe a 21 year old indonesian guy has so much racist jokes to share.

Him : You how tall? D quite short though.
Me : 166?
Him : Wah bytch.
Me : ....?
Him : I 187 TSK, below 172, noob la
Me : HAHAHA WTF

Him : Why, you like D ah?
Me : WTF NO?
Him : But he's not black, neither does he have a hairy chest!
Me : ........
Him : Later i help you unbutton his shirt and check whether got hairy chest or not.

.......

Alex made a room called "F>Smexy Smex Partner!", and before that he told us Corpse would definitely come in. I searched Corpse and he was offline, so i said he wouldnt.

Anyway, after Alex made the room, Corpse came in. LOL.

Was very wild and hyper inside. =X

I miss FIFI. T_T

Tomorrow's Christmas. I used to tell him, " Fifi! Spend Xmas with me okay! Don't die,"

For a moment i felt he wouldn't die SO SOON, but he did.

BAH.

2006's coming to an end. Oh well, every year complacent people say they don't want it to go, it happens every year. I can't help but to classify myself as one too, but i guess we all have to move on, right?

So....helped tissue win the GM for the 1-2 party event. We both won 50k xD Beatrice(DaoDao) wanted me to help her as well, so i got into her account. But after i got in, the event ENDED. -_-

I can't wait for school to start, but i hate it too, because it's the dread O LEVELS, and my maths suck. I vow i'm gonna delete audition very soon, although i can always re-install, that's another story.

I miss Fifi very much still, thank you for all the messages asking me to cheer up, i just don't know what to say ya. I was thinking of pet names, and then it travelled to HABBOHOTEL. Then i realised, i have a pet dog there! Its name is....Fifi.

T_________________________________T

I WON GMSANTACLAUS IN 1-2 PARTY EVENT XD

But....i don't think i can win the 25k den prize because Aegi scored higher than me, she scored like 360k plus? I scored 340k plus. Sian.

It has been a day since i discovered Fifi's death. I am still not used to the fact that he is no longer around, let alone seeing the cage with only peachyboy. I'm feeling better, crying lesser, but i really miss my hamster.

Right after Dewi and I buried him today, it started to pour.

Ahhh, i'm so not prepared for 2007.

O LEVELS, O FUCKING LEVELS.

Orgasmic levels maybe? =X

I am crying lesser now, but still sniffy. Anyway, i guess Fifi's death taught me to cherish, because i am really hating myself for not spending enough time with him. But then again, the 'time' spent together is never enough. Nothing in this world is ever enough.

I'ld really miss him. Before i sleep/go to school/leave home, or rather at various intervals, i 'll always check on him. But now when i check, i only see Peachboy. *Cries*

Fifi....i miss you. Thank God you have a camwhorish owner who took a ton of photos of you. Cuz she'll really miss you.

It's been an hour since i realised fifi is gone.

I MISS FIFI.




Maybe, Peachyboy knows what's going on. As you all know, he used to lick everybody's hands when he was younger, but now he has stopped, he doesn't even lick my hand that often.

Today i carried him and i brought him close to my face and cried. He didn't move. He just kept licking my hand.

FIFI DIED.

On this day. 22nd december.

3 days before xmas.

I was hoping he would be able to spend xmas with me, a few days ago, i was still holding him and telling him, how much i want to spend xmas with him.

RIGHT AT THIS POINT, I AM FUCKING CRYING, AND INSENSITIVE PEOPLE CAN LAUGH.

HOW AMAZING.

I'M SO GLAD I QUARRELLED and ended the 'friendship' with somebody..who is really fucked up, guailan, and of whatever bad words you can think of.

Which fucker would threaten to cut off all ties with you just because you last minute cancelled an outing with him due to unexpected things happening, like emergencies? -____-

And i totally do not appreciate people asking if i am "okay" and then go behind my back and ask around what happened, out of CURIOUSITY.

ROARRRRRRRR.

Tomorrow is homework day for me.

Unless i stop playing audition, damn.

I need comfort people, comfort food, everything COMFORT. I wanted to say COMFORT MONEY but that sounds so wrong.

I finally understand the pains of working people. *Plays dramatic music*

BECAUSE BLOODY HELL, I AM TALKING TO A VERY SENSITIVE FREAKAZOID WHO GETS PISSED EVEN WHEN I REPLY WITH A SHORT REPLY LIKE 'OKAY'.

THEN WHAT U WANT ME TO SAY?

'OKAY DEAR' ?!

NINABU, LAONIANG UR MOTHER, UR GIRLFRIEND ISIT?!

HUR.

Hello God, what the fuck are you doing?

FUCKING PISSED.

Everything is fine when my godfather is around, because he LISTENS to what i say and he UNDERSTANDS.

I'm gonna skip the good part.

The first thing in the morning..
Mom : Aren't those dirty clothes yours? What are they doing here?
Me : NOT MINE, they're from ahlai(sister)'s room.
Mom : ....
Mom : Then surely those in the bathroom are yours?

LIKE DUH, WHEN I JUST HAD A BATH?


I went home first and i didn't bring my keys. My sister was still sleeping away at 3pm and i could even HEAR the home phone ringing when i called home from the doorstep. But, she didn't fucking wake up.

So i called godfather and told him to tell my mom to come home ASAP. They were queueing for some SCV thing, adding of another channel. And he tore the queuing ticket and told my mom to come another day and 'rescue' me first.

By the time she came home, my sister woke up. So i got home already.

She scolded me things like... 'Bastard daughter'( well said, bitch.) and called me a selfish, rude bla bla girl.

HELLO? In the first place i DID NOT ask that she comes home right on the spot. I said ASAP?

The best part is, my sister didn't get A SINGLE sentence of scoldings.

She even went out without my mom probing her where she is going, and when i merely went out for awhile yesterday and came home right on 10pm, she fucking said i'm led astray.

I swear i'm having the BADDEST DAY in the WHOLE BLOODY 2006.

Everything and everyone loves to fuck my mood up, let's all have a mass orgy with my mood, shall we?

'Model' for Yurica's manicuring, and i love her nail art! Besides the horrible rainy weather with people snatching our cab, with walking in shoes that are prone to give me blisters, complete with a wet weather which makes my feet even more prone to blisters.

No, that's not enough.

Got drilled by mom, nevermind.

I don't understand why ara is so fucking into a pixelled relationship. Pisses me off VERY MUCH when he nudges me(non stop) and asks where Dao is. How i know? I'm not omnipresent.

NONO, NOT ENOUGH!

Went to sleep, and was messaging W.B and i was pissed off enough, and W.B asked what happened, so i told him, and i couldn't help CRYING. Because there's alot of other things in my mind, alot of problems. (Oh life is all about problems so shut up but i just don't want to alalala)

Fell asleep while messaging, woke up at around 130am. Spent time in game with W.B, crapped. Then i thought i would feel better.

Not until.........................SOMEBODY HAD TO FUCK IN UP AGAIN! Not gonna mention what happened, but it's a case of yay-i-won-you, and i was trying damn hard for that round cuz there was a huge reward if u could do the mission, and i lost by like, 5k?

NINABU.

NOOOOOOO, I'M NOT DONE!
When i'm pissed, i play 8k, super fast, to cool down. And somebody who is CLOSE to me actually said 'ACTION sia'.

WTF?

I swear i'm so gonna tear away from them. At least after i've officially chilled.

SW is the best. =D

I'm not saying it because i just quarrelled with my other group of friends, all along, even when i hung out lesser with her in game, we're still as close. And she's a really loyal friend, i like. ^_^

For now, i shall happily go back to slumberland and hope my mood changes. Because i'm feeling really terrible.

....

I DON'T WANT TO CONFERENCE WITH DAODAO, ARA , ALEX AND DEXTER LAAAAAAAA.

Right at this moment they are hounding me via SMS and MSN, asking me to call. I don't know why, but i am really shy when it comes to talking to people i've never met on the phone.

Don't ask me how i did it when W.B called me last night, maybe it was because i was too high trashing people last night.

UPDATE on XIAOMINLI, she has surrendered. =X

Okay this is crap, just felt like writing something.

Supposedly last night's entry :

As Black Eyed Peas' "Get it started" played on MTV, i began to reminisce about year 2004 and 2005.

That song relates to the best years so far in my 15 years of life, maybe because i used to be hooked to that song during that course of time.

I realized, life doesn't exactly get better, does it?

In 2004 and 2005, i had the best of everything(or so it was to me). Basically i had what i wanted - a best friend(a BESTEST friend to be exact), asking and receiving, giving and reaping. Life was just so carefree.

Compared to 2006, which were filled with disputes and anger in the first quarter, getting into a hell lot of trouble, it's really a high contrast to 2004 and 2005. Although there was a turning point in the later quarter of this year such as managing to bridge back a few broken friendships and knowing new friends, i really miss 04 and 05.

Then i realised, life doesn't get better. It's ourselves. It's about making mistakes and making them count.

A friend said to me before that separating myself from them, albeit a painful one filled with tears, hurt and anger is actually a blessing in disguise.

I think so too.

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My internet screwed up on me just now, just as i was tagging with WB. Then uhhh, talked to him on the phone for about 2-3 hours and cleaned my room and fifi's "room", in the middle of the night untill 4am untill WB called again. -.-

In games, there are definitely fucked up people. Example....

Xiia0MiinLi

(Please go and trash her, she's easily defeated, if even i can then those reading my blog shouldn't have a problem =X)

She bloody hell scolded my friend just because he's lagging and he still won her, and SCOLDED ME TOO, when all i did was to cheer for him? -.-

So after spamming announcements to scold her, i hunted her down at her room. 1-2 PARTY, MY FORTE.

LOL i x10 and x6 and kept perfing... and here are the results.

Heck she even said "VEELLE WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM"

I ignored first till i won her then i said " My problem is to trash you"

HAHHAA =X

I am so bloody high now.

1) I passed my own level 22 license.
2) I passed Ara's level 24 license.

The first time i tried his license, i was lacking 8 perfs, then it was 3, and then 1. Thankfully i was training on my own.

Then he gave me his account, i missed fm. But what stunned me was that the score dropped to 0!(With only 1 minute left i had to cover 120k of points so i thought i would fail)

So i was so fcuking stunned, and all i lacked was that 1 perf, and when i did the last move, i x2-ed.

LOL, SO PASS! =D

I am damn happy lah, cuz tomorrow is his birthday, so it's kinda like a birthday gift to him? LOL.

Belinda thought i'm meeting her to buy MY books, and i thought i'm meeting her just to buy HER books.

In the end, we met and hung out for less than an hour and we went our own ways. -_-

I'll be going for dinner at Jack's Place tomorrow, along with buying my books.

Saw alot of graphic-design related books, i certainly hope i can coax them into buying one for me.

I also think it's high time i got back to Photoshop.

I still have the enthusiasm and the drive, but i am just SO LAZY.

-.-

I am absolutely a no life-r. BUT i am going out later, with Belinda to buy books, and then i'll go back to the same place to buy my boobs books tomorrow, followed by dinner at Jack's Place. I hope the ambience would be better there ._.

SO I SPENT MY LATE NIGHT(in audition DUH) with Alex. Last night wasn't exactly fun, we were merely hanging out at expert channel with Xiaolex who was levelling. We let him win =x.

Xiaolex : All do 5 moves then stop
Us : Okay
.....
Me : Chains X5
All : HAHAHAH

Then one more, Alex secretly did a move so i'ld be made last. I did another, i became the FIRST =X

The rest of the time, was spent debating with Julius(-ChocoArac-) on the aspects on online dating. Apparently, he's trying to make his online relationship become real.*Shrugs*

WHO IS FREE TO GO XMAS SHOPPING WITH MEEEEEE

New 1-2 party record!

85 perfects, x10,0 miss, 250k. =D

RAWR I AM SO IRRITATED.

On the semi-finals of the novice competition, I GOT KICKED OUT! It was 8k which i am fine with, but the song was some shiet song i've never heard of and i couldn't perf at all.

Everyone missed FM except dao, maybe if i did the fm, i would have made it to the first round.

But even DaoDao didn't make it in the Finals, oh well.

To be brutally honest, i don't like people who type 'lol' too often because that person is probably bored of what i'm saying(but doesn't want to admit) or is really dull and stiff, which will cause ME to become dull too.

I keep having bastard irritating people pm-ing me on msn.

Look. If you say HELLO to me, please make sure you have more things to say when i reply you. Don't just lol and blend into the wall or in this case into your computer screen and totally continue replying me with 'lol'-s and nothing else.

It just shows how much of a bored freak you are.

Nor do you ask me a question, and reply with ONLY a 'haha' when i answer in a whole CHUNK(obviously it's an opinionated answer and i want to hear your views?).

Neither do you SPAM ME SMS-es when i don't reply you(obviously i'm avoiding you sad dude), asking me

1)Where i am
2)Who i am with
3)What i am doing

Even better, you PUNCTUATE YOUR SENTENCES WITH 'AH'

I your mother? I your girlfriend?

Some people are really boring sad fucks, wonder what made me see the illusion of a fun person in them.

I was damn high last night.

I went into this "Finding Audi BF room" and harassed guys with Alex.

Me : ABC! WO AI NI! CAN BE MY BF?!
ABC : *Poof*

And all of them started laughing. <_<

I disturbed Xiaolex too. =X

Xiaolex : Veelle don't want me leh.
Me to Alex : HAHAHA WTF EEEEE
Alex to me : AIYA NVM LA JUST PLAY ALONG
Me : Ohhhhhh, DARRRRRR
Me to Alex : Eh wah kao *cuts fingers off*
One second later..

Me : LSJF! WO AI NI! CAN BE MY BF?!
Xiaolex : Wah lao, 1 second later rejected already.

=X

Hmm, maybe i grew up?

I realised i have stopped :

1)Thinking of ways to ask for allowance from Godfather/Mom
2)Being whiney and always call him and ask for whatever things i want
3)Reminding him about his promise of giving me $150 for Xmas

Also, i'm beginning to realise how evil and shameless i am to keep asking him for money because he seriously is in no way related to me.

HOHO =X

And also i've stopped blaming the world when i'm flat broke, i just live as it comes, and i actually survive!

God, i really keep spending my time in Audition.

Wanted to sleep at 3am last night, GUESS WHAT? Ended up playing till 430, and then lying on the bed messaging Alex untill 6AM before we finally gave in.

-_____________-

AND I WOKE UP AT 4PM!

Now i'm spending my time with them again, probably conferencing later even. TMD.

I love mornings, especially witnessing a new day break out.

Hearing the birds giving morning calls, especially when i am used to their familiar chirping since i had been hearing it since i recognized sound. Watching my mom wake up and prepare for work, and basically hearing everything come to life.

I hate sleeping in all the way till the afternoon because i fail to witness a new day, or rather the live of a normal working day.

I can't stand A*. I'm generally fine with him as a friend, but i just hate players, although he doesn't exactly have flings every now and then, it's ANNOYING when he flirts and gets himself some sticky girl and needs MY help to get her off. He has plenty of audition girlfriends okay. *Rolls eyes*

How do i put it.

It's like, you asked for trouble, and then you're asking friends whom you're closer with to help you all the time?!

-_____-"

I practically spent my day in Audition with.......the usual people, Shuwei, Daodao, Alex, and Ara.

We went to expert channel and leeched exp. I'm pretty amazed that Dao shared alot of secrets with me when i don't know her in rl, we've spoken on the phone..but that's about it? o.o

Alex : Ara i dare you, say i love you daodao on the phone.
All : *Laughs*
Ara : I DARE, if Veelle dares to call in.
Me : .......

One more.
Me : THERE ARE SOME SEXUAL TERMS WHICH ARE NOT CENSORED!
Alex : Like?
Me : CLIMAX!
Us : *laughs*
Alex : LOL CLITORIS
Us : *Laughs*
Ara : WHAT IS CLIMAX AND CLIFFORD.


AHAHHAHAHAA DAMN, the funny thing is he spelt it as clifford lah, wtf. LOL.

Godfather sent me an SMS.

"I am at a noodle stall and i see a girl like you doing her maths, she is helping out at her father's shop. Don't enjoy your computer games, wake up please"

WALAU.

Anyway i feel really thankful for all the things i have, just want to say it out.

May i do well for O's and start working hard now, because the god-of-fortune has plans for me - to send me off to some overseas designing college..which i feel would be better for me? SO STUDY HARD NOW.

Speaking of which, the graphic designing industry in singapore is doing fairly well, but the market is small. And like i've said, foreign designers are in many ways much more creative and innovative. Maybe Xavier Teo(shiftattack) would be the exception because his works are absolutely creative.

Moreover, there's a higher demand for designers overseas.

I finally fell sick.

Slept at 10PM as i had a miserable 4hours of sleep previously, and guess what, i woke up at 1AM! With a horrible pain in my throat, so painful i couldn't continue sleeping.

I like the feeling of being sick. You sleep and just keep sleeping, you feel so weak, it actually feels rather good to me. To feel your head spinning, falling like a ball of slime onto your bed helplessly just feels good.

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go

Couldn't sleep, so i did this. I should have saved the PSD version down so i can work on it more, but..i forgot, so nehmind lor.



The text part almost killed me, till i thought of a smart way.
(Without using the brushing method, you will need to rotate, crop, and select the colour for each indivual layer(each line of iloveyou) ) So that'll really kill.

1)Type out your text
2)Flatten it and define the brush
3)Then go to your brushes preset manager and add scatterings,spacings and jitters.
4)Select colours and happy dragging it around. =X

I called Alex just now and we talked, along with 2 girls, Daodao and her friend who is very lame.

I was basically forced to call them, and they even tried to lie to me that Alex isn't on the line, TOO BAD the number i had to call was his. -___-" I got a phobia of calling guys, i just don't like it. =X And they promise that my phobia will be gone very soon once i call in more often. ._.

I hung up very soon because seriously, I think it's a waste of time, well not if the lame girl stops making some REALLY LAME JOKES which had the 3 of us complaining that it is lame via MSN, resulting in me biting my tongue because i don't wanna reveal my crazy self to them yet. =X

They asked why my voice is so high pitch and what not, HOW I KNOW?!

Which brings me to another point..i think i'm really crazy. =X I think if i ever meet them(which i think might happen in the near future) and i lose control of myself and laugh, i'm so gonna scare them off. LOL.

Seriously, i don't like girls or guys talking to me in this tone like they are some hottie. It TURNS ME OFF.

VERBIAGELOVER IS PISSED.

IT IS NOT FUCKING PMS SO STOP INSISTING THAT IT IS.

One reason that could be the reason for my moodiness is because i am currently sick and having a sore throat.

I'm back to the emo days of not having the mood to eat at all and crying my eyes out at night.

I...ironically and doing the things a grown up should do..

But i think we(people around my age) should just enjoy this part of growing up, because being REALLY grown up is definitely not as fun as growing up.

Uh, hi, hello.

I hate to have people treating me hot and cold.

When i am in trouble, you anxiously help me out which i'm grateful for and we play together....before YOUR friends call you off. I am still fine with that, but not till i am completely INVISIBLE and ignored.

I hate people asking me to do them a favor, stating a time in which we will meet or something, and then not even TURNING UP(thank God it's merely meeting online otherwise i would have killed that person.) or changing the time suddenly, with selfish reasons such as "It is late, i want to sleep,".

Hello idiot, who am i to you? Your maid?

_|_

Verbiagelover is very happy... because..

SHE SHIFTED HER COMPUTER TO HER BED! Now my monitor is on this shelf-like table right beside my bed and i can happily lie down and play computer games! =X

But i seriously am not used to it and i suck when i play Audition, can't even do a proper 130bpm 8k fm.

Alex forgot his GMAIL login thingy, so he can't see my blog. Meanwhile i shall blackmail.

For this to be removed, pay me one PPC.

I really eat non stop. Alex asked if i was pregnant. ____ asked if my metabolism rate is fast enough to burn off the food in 2 hours.

._____.

I DON'T KNOW!!!!

I only know, in a span of LESS than 8 hours.. i ate..

1 packet of jack and jill potato chips
6 packets of Maoam stripes candy
1 glass of milk
1 box of chocolate 'Collons'
1 BIG bowl of rice
1 smaller bowl of rice

And i still don't feel too full.

HELP =(

I levelled up within 4 days of levelling previously. And this time, i passed my license on the initial attempt! Previously i did my previous license for like 10 times before i passed okay.

Because i'm bored, i'm gonna post some screenshots of Audition. =X

Check out what Trent named the BeatUp(a kind of game mode) room.


Alex and I are the MONGSTERS. Along with Daodao and co.


Lol, go read the chat box. =X

For a moment my wish came true.

I'M FALLING SICK.

Of course lah, i chiong audition 24/7. I gained 25kexp in 2 days.

On an average, one game is worth about 120exp. One game takes...4 minutes?

So.... in a span of 1 hour, you can gain 3000exp which is very little because as your level gets higher the requirement for exp points increases.

WOOHOO AMATEUR by Saturday morning. xD

Yesterday, Yurica suddenly called me out to go VivoCity, with Gerlaine.

Hurriedly got ready and we went out. I'm lazy to elaborate, but we did funny things like
1)Disturbing couples
2)Laughing at a flat chested FEMALE mannequin and getting glares from the salesgirl thereafter.
3)Talking nonsense, joking etc etc.

Now i think it's not about the place you go, it's about the company.

=D

I couldn't sleep, i only feel asleep at 6 and woke up at 1.

Because i was so bored, i was looking at my phone's calendar and i manually counted how many days i've been in love with you-know-la-hor.

....868days.
........124 weeks
......31 months.

*Faints*

Anyway, time to go back to Audition/Studying.

I don't think I can entrust this blog to people who want to read it, but NEVER remember to create a GMAIL account, is it that difficult? Is it even that difficult to ask me to send you an invite via MSN when i'm online almost 24/7?

So please don't say i am restricting you from reading when you're on good terms with me.

In the latest patch in Audition, there's a new game mode i really love, maybe because that's ONE of the best mode i can play in, for one i can't chance. Whereas for this, i'm first most of the time.

So within i day i gained 15k exp, all through that. xD

__________ finally came back to Audi after a month. WEEEE XD

Why won't some people stop minding MY matters. I know it's out of concern, but it's just too much when i ask you to stop and you continue preaching to me things like...

"He's not worth your time..."
"Move on la...."
"Try me la..." ( I made this up =X)

I just don't want to listen leh, neh neh ni poo poo. =x

Anyway, i hope my friends whom are taking their O levels next year and are reading this...please start studying okay?!

And i know my MSN has problems and some of you can't see my online status. I'll go re-install it soon. (:

Temporarily unlocked my blog.

I am super pissed off with my mom.

SHE IS FOREVER UNREASONABLE.

My phone bill came, and it's $90, for 2 months. Moreover, MOST of the months, my phone bills are as low as $50, once it was even $16.

She is so fucking blind, she can't bloody see that it's for 2 fucking ccb months.

Not to mention, she deprived me of pocket money during the past month's holiday, and is still depriving.

DOESN'T THAT MAKE UP FOR THE $90?!

I don't bloody live by the i-respect-you-just-because-you-are-my-mom logic, not anymore.

When my sister lost her bloody phone which is like very costly, all she did, was to nag a little, report the loss, and that's it.

FOR NOW, she is still ranting.

I don't get this.

I've tolerated many times(that's if you followed my blog closely) and my close friends should know.

Sometimes i just wish i can grow up and marry AL move out.

I feel it is just so hard to return to 'reality'.

Of all the people i talked to, you're the only one i can really relate to.

But, you're no longer there to listen to my rants and rattles about daily life.

I really love having a locked blog. Cuz i can rattle on and on without minding if it'll affect anybody, and also i know that the people reading this blog wouldn't mind. (:

I have been eating alot, all of a sudden food just seem like a huge block of marshmallow. I just want to chew, chew, chew, and CHEW.

I have been nagged at to study, so i guess i'll put in my effort for this last month of my holidays, because O'levels are really important. If i do really well, god-of-fortune might consider sending me off to some other country to pursue a degree in design. ._____.

Had a hella fun time with tissue and ahmong. ( =X) I'll post the pictures another day because blogger is screwing up.

Another no life post.

WE WON JACKY, THE 98K NPC WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

It's in the forums. =X

A friend of mine has just gotten her beau.

I feel happy for her, but my cynicism got the better of me and i wondered when they will end their relationship. It's not that they are too young to love, just that i've grown rather sick of teenage relationships. Majority of them, especially the younger the people involved are, the earlier the relationship tends to crumble.

I've met people who shut themselves out from love ever since they got terribly burnt. It is sad, because they are usually those whom are not lacking in suitors.

There are however some who will never stop searching, and as such they hook up with almost every possible person. -______-"

I don't think there is a One True Love. There's only a person right for us at a certain time.

._.

I looked away
Then I looked back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today is the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

You're the only one
I'd be with 'til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything
Everything

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it

And I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
And I don't want to talk about it
'Cause I'm in love with you

I'm in love with you
'Cause I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you

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