Imagine.

You arrange to meet up with your friends. All of you agree. Everything was planned beforehand.

But it gets screwed up because a few dumbfucks decide to run off and spend their time with a very ugly slut.

Everybody would have taken it with a pinch of salt if both you fuckwimps said "I want to spend my time with that slut rather than you people"

But those fuckers decided to fucking lie, and they did not fucking fuck through the lie.

They got exposed.

Now, any sane fucker would fucking admit they tried to fuck with people and with their own brains and luck, isn't it?

BUT THEY CHOSE TO DENY AND TRIED TO LIE FURTHER!!

Okay. Fast forward.

You and your friends went off without them. And 10 minutes later....TADAH!! YOU SEE THEM ALL TOGETHER!!

Can anyone explain this?



You are undeniably stupid.

You are the dumber, uglier, and PLAIN LOUSIER version of Roy.

If you bystanders try to interfere, i'll just ignore what you say. So save it.

I am confused too.

Nevermind.

Went to taggers shop today and saw the designs of local designer Sheryo on a bag. $250!!

It's awesome.

Designers earn alot.....i assume? =x

Er. I really miss Photoshop.

I cannot wait to fix my computer back. Now i want to fix it back because i miss Photoshop.

There's always the convenience of editting the lightings in photographs and making them look better.

And yeah, i really wanna meddle with it again.

T_________________T

I MISS PHOTOSHOP BOOOHOOOO

Anyway.

Dewi : I keep thinking about A
Me : ...what do you think about of him?
Dewi : ...his dick, his balls, and how to suck them.
Both : HAHAHAHHA

And after we cooled down
Dewi : Okay lah, the thing i like about guys is their hair. i like to touch.
Me : *Turns around with shocked expression*..because i thought it was SOMEWHERE ELSE
Both : HAHAHHAHA

It is only after my computer crasheddddddddddddd that i really appreciate Photoshop.

Not that i don't appreciate it but i have not been using it when it was around.

AND NOW I WISH I CAN JUST MEDDLE WITH IT.

T.T

Bloody neh neh neh neh neh neh pok.

Erm, I'm using my sister's computer now. I have officially weaned myself of Audition due to unforeseen circumstances - Chasing 10k exp and kicking 10 people of the rankings, making me in rank 170. AND THEN MY COMPUTER DIED when i was closer to level 28.

Screwed.

But that is kind of like a blessing in disguise because I am getting used to life without computer, without online friends, and without the funny jokes from Trent which really distracts me because i wouldn't want to go to bed but laugh the night away - which allows me to have a better mood and mind to study.

WHICH I AM GOING TO DO SO, no kidding.

But no internet = How to talk to ahmongjiejie?

SMS lor.

And my bill just keeps exploding. <_<

Okay I'm off.

Anything = contact me via SMS.

YOOOHOOOOOO!!

My computer crashed ; that explains why i have not been online as usual.

I really miss my computer, and anyway, here are some grievances :

1) MY ARTWORKS ARE GONE - INCLUDING MY PRECIOUS PSD FILES. Now now, how am i gonna convince anybody i did them? -Redo lor.

FUCK!

2)...I don't know when till i can restore my computer.

Anyway happy 20th birthday to my sister and i'm off.

SOB.

Went out with Dewi and Jiefeng today.

In short, we went from PlazaSing(and saw Deviljas the phaedophile) to Cathay to Parklane(and saw a very stunned Seng Guan looking at me and before i knew it all his friends turned, so i just gave a sheepish smile before vanishing), AND FINALLY HEADING TO GREAT WORLD CITY, and then going to VIVOCITY before eating at the prata place...at Jln Mutiara? It's damn near Jervois road. =/

Then went to GWC which is just a short walk away and bought alcohol. Settled down at Kim Seng Park and sat down, crapped on the bridge. Made fun of people, etc.

Walked Dewi home before busing off with JF, and then seeing him off a bus.

Uh that's all. ><

I know what he's up to.

Just a few days before the 'legendary character' was mentioned in school's assembly, his sidekick was so nice to me. Telling me what to study for Physics test, asking me how's my day, and other stuffs, before finally going to his main goal.

Him : You saw him today right
Him : Oops i meant on assembly
Me : LOL ya. ~.~
Him : No reaction?
Me : Have lah, i laughed.
Him : Oh..hahhaa
Me : ... why leh?
Him : ..nothing. =)
Me : ........hahahaha dk no more la, i like some smoking beng now.

=X

I do agree many things piss me off.

And i don't bother about the other party finding out the shit i just said/did until it is too late.

BUT HONESTLY, who cares? Okay maybe them and myself.

But reaaaaally, i will not hesitate to shoot my mouth off if i am right, which is almost always the case.

My mom and sis, when 'combined' together, are the deadliest arsenic to me.

Seriously, the fucking 20 year old who is still doing her A's this year should really care less about my life because she isn't doing well herself.

DAMN PISSED LA ROAR

I swear i'll kill you if you ask me what mode it is. SO OBVIOUS.

MUAHAHHA I PLAYED 188 8K WITH AHMA and i did my first fm. BAD FM =x

Go zoom in. LOL =X

And meet my ahma, ~D2D~Love. She's DAMN FUNNY lah.

I feel so bored.

So depressed, FOR NOTHING.

So...capricious.

Just so not well.

But i know when i feel well, i will look back at this entry, and wonder wtf is wrong with me.

I love long walks at late night.

So peaceful.

Night seemed to have lost its connotation with anything dangerous.

Because i seriously don't care if i run into bad guys.

It's just too beautiful.

I love walking aimlessly at midnight.

Everything is asleep. So quiet, so surreal.

And doesn't help that whole stretch of road is always being torn down with racer-motorbikes and sports cars.

I just saw a hot yellow i-dunno-what-but-it-looks-like-a-Lamborghini cruising past. Oooh.

But i doubt Lambos are allowed in SG cuz of it's size, so it's probably a Mazda. LOL

Rawr.

I helped Zenny level to Amateur by ice-tagging him. And i slept from like 4pm..to 330am?! So all along that was how shagged i had been, sleeping from 4am and waking up at 6am for the extra lessons.

But this is the first time i woke up feeling sooo good. :D

It's 4AM now. I can always sneakily call for MCDonalds delivery. xD

It's a DAMNED fact that my life is more to the nocturnal side. I can do without sleeping, when it's night, but feel so sleepy throughout the day even when i had ample sleep.

So.....erm..school was rather fun.

Went to Crystal Jade's with Dewi at GWC. Damn funny...

There are 2 branches there, and apparently they swapped levels.

So we ignorantly went into the one on the 3rd floor, which was originally the one for the lamian and xiaolongbaos...

We sat down, amazed it was SO EMPTY.

Looked at the menu.....

Dewi : Eh? They renovated the place!
Dewi : ...Did they change the menu too?

Asked around, AND NO they merely swapped places. LOL i laughed my way out of the restaurant please.

Ate the usual shanghai pork rip thingy and talked nonsense.

Dewi, even though it was a very short 'date', it was damn fun lah. =X

Oh don't I suck.

I reinstalled Audition.

For people like me with low self-control, i will uninstall when i need to study, and reinstall it when i'm really desperate. Yes, that means I have to dumbly go under the longgggggg download and patching sessions, which might induce a sense of reluctance to play the game in me and thus, CANCEL IT AGAIN!

I also decided to put certain things which can be worked on after O's after O's, no point doing anything now. Even if anything good happens, it will have to end, and what if it ends during my exam period? Who's gonna pay? Me? You? Him/Her? It?

YEAH BABY I WANNA BE A NERD.

That's if I stop disturbing people on Audition and play people out.

I deleted Audition.

Guess I won't ever install it back because it's the sole cause for the horrible drop in my grades.

SO..yeah.

I'll miss audi life lah, but that can come back after O levels.

O levels can't come back after audi life. LOL

I am so stressed out and SO TIRED.

Then i tried talking to some people whom I felt could give me some solace.

GUESS WHAT.

Their replies were so literally so marginal, it hardly served any purpose for its 'existence'.

Look, if you want to give such short meaningless replies which suggests that you are sick of talking to me, by all means just block me or don't reply.

I hate this.

Errr.

MJJ IS VERY CUTE.

So is "crass". LOL =X

My computer kept restarting.

I did Ann's blog codes for like 3 times, but the damned thing kept restarting! <_____<

I feel so miserable again. Sigh.

My life is so...unpredictable. Also, when i am on a lucky streak, my life makes me feel really good, but when it hits rock-bottom, man, it's just so bad.

T__________T

tReN^ says:
EH

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HELLO THERE

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o.o

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do u have

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tuition?

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o.O

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no

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LOL

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OOooo

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nth nth

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was tinking of giving tuition

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ohh

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but for u will be ........ hello kiddies, today, we shall cover chapter 1: How to laugh properly

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den

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the first time i come

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ur mom will be

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ARE U TEACHING HER OR LAUGHING?

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NONO AUNTIE

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IM TEACHING HER HOW TO LAUGH

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LMAO

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LOL

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!

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if you really teach, assuming u come over,

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CAN COME IN MEH

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God why am I surrounded by stupid people.

-Because you are stupid too.

RIGHT.

Some people just lack common sense SO BADLY it pisses me off.

Aye, had a bad day. ._.

I try so hard not to think about you. T_T

But I guess i should let things rest because there are rough edges in which both of us are unable to actually overlook them.

I don't know. I'm so confused.

Anyway erm, it's been long since i said this.

I love design.

LOL :X

It has been a really long time since i got the time and energy and motivation to do something really nice already. Blame it on my laziness.

HOW MEAN ARE YOU!?

[x] i think im gonna have a high scoreon this
[x] i dont talk to one or both of myparents that much
[x] i have cursed/said horrible thingsto someones face
[x] i give people disgusting looks alot
[x] i've been known to have an attitude

total: 5

[x] i took heads off dolls or actionfigures when i was little
[x] i have destroyed something valuableon purpose
[x] I love to insult people
[x] most people suck
[x] i have thrown total tantrums

total: 5

[x] I get mad easily
[x] I get jealous easily
[ ] i have no clue when i'm doing ittoo
[x] sometimes i order people around
[ ] i am/was known around myneighborhood as the kid everyone else doesnt want their kids hanging out with
[x] i've argued with a teacher

total: 4

[x] sometimes i could honestly care less about school
[ ] i love messing with other people's heads
[x] i've been told im conceited
[x] I joke around meanly
[x] I yell daily

total: 4

[ ] i seem to always be in a fight withsomeone
[ ] i dont like smiling but i do anyways
[x] i know at least 3 people i wouldlike to beat up
[x] i love pranking people
[ ] i strongly dislike almost everyone

total: 2

[x] people annoy me very easily
[x] i think a lot of people are just flat out immature
[x] i always have to get the last word
[ ] some people tell you your good at fighting.
[x] you always have the perfect come back

total: 4

Grand total: 20 out of 31

OMFG, how can Yurica Tan score only 12 when i got 20 man??!?!?!

It all started with an idea to do something like with alot of vectors..and then i decided to do a blogskin.

First try, not satisfied. Couldn't bring out what i was feeling.

Second try, closer, but not there yet.

Then decided i should have put the heart and the content area right under the 'spotlights', so i shifted them and added emphasis to the heart.

And there you go. ^_^

Bloody fuck.

I am SO IRRITATED with the people around me.

Look, if you want to take me for granted, make sure it's ALL THE WAY. Just don't fucking come whimpering to me sobbing about how bad your life is, when the people whom are 'significant' to you decide to move on and leave you behind, you tramp.

Nabei.

Some people just never change. They are forever so cheena and you know, none of my advices really enters their heads. Seriously i wonder what's up in there. Maybe it's just boyfriend, girlfriend, smoking, spending time with that 'The One', fucking their lives up?

I've had ENOUGH.

It’s all, it’s all, it’s all

You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around
It’s all,it’s all
It’s all because of you

You’re my sunshine
Oh yeah...

Baby I really know by now
Since we met that day
You showed me the way
I felt it then you gave me love
I can’t describe
How much I feel for you

I said baby I should have known by now
Should have been right there
Whenever you gave me love
And if only you were here
I’ll tell you, yes I’ll tell you
Oh yeah...

CHORUS:
You’re my sunshine after the rain
You’re the cure against my fear and my pain
Cuz I’m losing my mind when you’re not around
It’s all, it’s all...
It’s all because of you

Honestly, could it be you and me
Like it was before
Neither less or more
Cuz when I close my eyes
At night I realize that no one else
Could ever take your place

I still can feel and it’s so real
When you’re touching me kisses endlessly
It’s just a place in the sun
Where our love’s begun
I miss you...yes I miss you, oh baby

Chorus

If I knew how to tell you
What’s on my mind (on my mind)
(Make you understand)
Then I’d always be there
Right by your side

Chorus
Chorus
Chorus
Chorus

You're my sunshine after the after the rain(after the rain)
Cuz I'm losing my mind when you're not around
It's all, It's all
It's all because of you

Love is so weird. ._.

EVERYBODY feels, or even worse, SAYS this :

"OMG mayee he is so ugly!"
"I'm disappointed."
"He...has a very...nice eyebrows(wtf?)..that's all, sorry."

T_______________T

Nvm i like can already. LOL =X

Uh, went to Sim Lim Square and changed for a new mp3. I hope this one doesn't fail again or else i'll really slap the hell out of them.

I realised youths nowadays are a whole lot disrespectful. Oh look who's talking.

ANYWAY, i shall narrow this down to this stupid ahlian in the shop we were in.

God-Of-Fortune, i mean he always jokes what, those of you who had a proper conversation with him would know. So as usual he was joking with the staff, asking if he can change the model instead if it spoils again. Well the males were all pretty friendly, they didn't say 'No' because that would be so unprofessional, so they gave a smile.

This stupid ahlian totally ignored, and even rolled her eyes.

She probably thought he was hitting on her.

OH MY FUCK, like why the hell would he want to hit on her man. He is in every way better off than her? And just look at that damned attitude of hers, fancy looking down on other people when she is OBVIOUSLY none better. Yes you can shoot me for looking down on her too. W/e lah.

Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

I'm so gonna put his photo inside my mp3 LOLOL and bring to school and show Dewi and all since i can't possibly get him to come to school ~.~

A round of applause for me, because I did not ask for a single cent and even rejected his offer to bring me to Jack's Place, which i have not been to for a few months already. Neither did I spoil myself by cabbing anywhere, because i always have a bad habit of cabbing home once i feel a little rich, this time i didn't.

^_^

I just bought myself a sexy mp3 from Creative today.

.........and guess what, NOT WITHIN 6 HOURS of removing the fucked up gadget from it's packaging, it DIED on me.

I did not exert any form of violent pressure on it, i was just, you know, scrolling through the songs when it suddenly blacked out and decided it has 'served' me enough and decides to just, die on me.

WHAT. THE. FUCK?

Previously, my mp3 was from Creative too, Jon Lew's model. The scrolling bit failed me.

But look at him, that fella(and many others i presume) are still happily using theirs!

Oh GOD, why must my MP3 players always die on me after i scrollscrew them?!??!

So fucking angry.

Got to make another trip to the shop tmr and i make sure I'll probably give them my fiercest stare because...you think I'm so free to drop by and see the salesperson's "handsome" face again and again?

It just sucks so much i think i want to throw the MP3 away because i have completely lost trust in local brands already.

I feel fat.

I've been browsing through online flea markets and I must say the girls whom are selling their skirts are really skinny.

Because i measured my skirt's length and width and I AM LIKE, way fatter?

Wtf.

I shall lose weight. ^_^

Browsed through everything in my Personal folder - Photographs and my own artworks.

Nostalgia stung me again, because every piece relates to a certain point in my life so it brings back memories.

Which also made me realize what form of technique i am actually inclined towards, just that I didn't know earlier.

FifiLee is very pissed, not with her subjects, but with the retarded responses received, from her supposedly CLOSE friends.

Funny ah? Laugh, laugh.

And when i say i'm irritated, everybody takes 'jk' as an excuse, they don't even BOTHER typing 'JUST KIDDING'.

Let me say this again.

How do you KID when it's not even a JOKE? Not even FUNNY?

Fuck lah.

I got lectured for NO reason.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

FifiLee unlocked her blog again. HAHAHHA =X


This is sad. I missed school today.

FOR A VERY VALID REASON : I AM UNWELL.

Yeah, my right eye is sore. COULDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT. IT HURT SO MUCH.

Anyway i'm waiting for the clock to tick to 9 cuz that's when i'll head to the clinic.



I hate myself for being such a complacent bitch who thinks she'll study VERY HARD at home when she actually spends her time drumming away to the keys on the numberpad. Or better still, talking crap with people.

I have so much rubbish to say sometimes, I really wonder what am I good for. Besides graphic designing and loving hamsters I'm really a good for nothing. HAAA!

And that doesn't even justify my acts because i am not religiously photoshopping anymore. All that effort taken to earn $100, to at least QUALIFY for publication by NoiseSG has all...seem..to have..gone down the drain.

I know it's such a waste and i'm trying to do something but i am just so goddamned lazy. And I miss my digital-eyecandies too. =X

NO OFFENSE.

It's very unethical to cheat.

Some girls, or people seriously should learn to control their jealousy, enough said.

I am so happy. I'm getting myself a MP3 soon, and I KNOW i won't spoil it because i've stopped throwing my things around whattttttt.

An MP3 is good because
1) I will not suffer from 'social-phobia' which includes being in a public ALONE, waiting for a friend, etc. I hate to stand alone in a crowd.
2) Music allows me to focus + draw, REALLY! And it keeps me very entertained during art lessons.

So yeah. =D

Moreover i can put in pictures of my hamsters, my narcissistic shots, me and my friends and er...._______. =X

LOL =X

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Why are Saturdays always so boring? I'm so bored i'm going to bed, goodnight.