I almost lost my phone today. While walking into the lift, i dropped my phone, THANKFULLY it fell horizontally and not into the gaps.

Blame it on my lack of sleep, i was so tired, i boarded a taxi home, and slept almost immediately -_-

I've been living like an owl recently, and my complexion is getting worse =X I sleep at 3am, i wake up at 6am, go to school, come home in the afternoon, sleep till the evening and then begin my nocturnal activities.

Seeing a grandmother pushing her grandson on the pram, with the annoying toddler inside staring at everyone has further confirmed my dislike for CHILDREN. Rawr.

I have to settle down and study soon. ._.

I DID AN 168BPM FM.

Okay that's so no life, but yeah baby, im proud of it, like finally.

I have alot of things to say about Audition, but i'll just keep mum, lest i bore you all out.

I realised i am getting more and more no life, and noctural. I sleep at like 3 or 4am , wake up at 6am, go to school, come home, SLEEP all the way till evening, then play or do whatever i want.

My life is so screwed.

God damnit, i feel so damned crappy now. There's so many things going on. I DONT LIKE HOLIDAY LESSONS, and i know i have to arrange for my tuition really soon, wah laooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. <_<

I was loitering around my void deck like a retard today, because i didn't know school started at 8AM, so i went off at the usual time, 7AM, till Caryn told me it was 8AM and i had just boarded the bus, so i alighted, planning to go home and chill for awhile more.

THANKFULLY Dewi booked me for breakfast at Macs, or else i would have seemed even more like a fool because i was really walking around aimlessly. And if i were to U-Turn and head back to the bus stop i alighted from, people would be even more amused, so i took a longer walk to another bus stop and went to Macs.

We were rushing, because we only settled down to eat at like 7.35am? And we heard Miss Chong saying she'ld be starting at 8.05, so the both of us took a taxi to school -_-, $5, inclusive of the cursed $2.00 extra charge, ontop of the $2.50. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

After getting down, we wanted to RUN to the classroom, then as we were running, we saw Miss Chong walking to the office -______-"' HAHAHA

Miss Chong is a really funny teacher.

Physics, BORING.

And then i came home.

I feel so horrible, i actually cried myself to sleep just now -__________-

NEW RECORD, although not very much of a big deal to many out there, it's my record. XD

That girl treated me like an NPC LOL, then she scolded me a demon. wtf. <_<

I owe ______ a kiss, wtf.

I am very grumpy because...

I DIDN'T GO JACK'S PLACE AGAIN!

I swear i totally love their appetiser and main course, Mixed Grill. If i ever know anyone who can cook as well as them, or maybe even BETTER, i'll probably kidnap the person.

Also because seeing my camera is such a poor state, heart pain..although i shouldn't be feeling that way cuz we bought the camera last year on impulse, I ACTUALLY LOVE IT.

Knnbccb.

My digital camera has gone through alot of physical abuses which are solely unintentional in a span of.....1 year.

I would definitely love to buy another camera, with the reason being that it's faulty and i've used it for a year but i have no say over this because i don't think the God-Of-Fortune would spoil me again due to my horrendous results.

That being said, i'ld appreciate it if anybody buys me a new camera gives me any information about the average repair costs and where to go.

Good lobang please!

You know that kind of happening, like, you just left a room, and then that significant somebody goes in?!

BLEH.

*Snaps fingers*

I'll be clearing up alot of blog entries that are completely pointless, and those that i think shouldn't be around anymore because it doesn't do my life justice.

For one, i don't understand why I lost my appetite, cried for nights and what not so foolishly.

So, heck it. I'm gonna remove all that stupid i-love-you entries HAHA. (:

juz came back from vivocity wit dewi. saw many bm people. saw nadia n her malay friends. vivocity is lyk dam big? alot of shops oso. den walk ard, caught up, n den i took cab home.

yeap. tats all.



i miss you <3>

I DONT WANT TO GO TUITION. *Chants x100*

Honestly, i'll really die.

And i'm rotting because i can't patch my game.

VIVO city is amazingly huge with many big and famous brands, along with small and far more economical ones as well, but i am not interested at all.

I only like the sea view.

The first thing that greeted Dewi and I at Toys'R'Us....was, a giantic stuffed giraffe. His name is........................................................TrentGeoffrey.

My results are omfg lousy, but ji lao shi loves me afterall. I got a nice 50 for Mandarin that's probably to make up for the countless number of times she touched me and grabbed my waist the other time knn

I agree with Dewi that Pastamania's whatever baked rice is nice, but i prefer my spaghetti, although i had pizza today. The crust of the pizza was terribly burnt, tsk.

Today, Dewi finally spoke something useful(HAHAHHAA) which really woke me up.

"You don't know him at all, why are you so crazy over him?"

After a long thought on the taxi journey home, hmm, yeah lor.

Why are some people just so unlucky? I just don't get it.

Why are the lazy bums getting promoted? 'Lazy bums' as in real lazy ones, those whom are really UNDESERVING of getting promoted.

Why, why?

Ironically, i was about to say that i don't mean that those whom are safe did not work hard, just that to me, the amount of hard work put in and the judgement of teachers are somewhat unfair.

Rawr.

tReN^ says:
i only can console pple close to me well

tReN^ says:
coz

tReN^ says:
im like

tReN^ says:
ok ok

tReN^ says:
example................

tReN^ says:
i'm dying of hungry.........

tReN^ says:
my reply is

tReN^ says:
go eat

tReN^ says:
LMAO

tReN^ says:
get the idea ba?

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
...

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
but

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
if i were you

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
i will say the same

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
I MEAN

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
DYING OF HUNGER

tReN^ says:
AHAHAHHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
SAY WHAT

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
errrrrrr

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
"it's okay, you know you're slimming down"

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
?

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
SAY THAT?

tReN^ says:
........

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
wrong...... should say

tReN^ says:
"NO! U'RE TOO FAT! STARVING ALONE WONT HELP, GO RUN!"

tReN^ says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLl

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
AHAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
AHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
DAMN

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
EH

tReN^ says:
LoL................

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
IM EATING NOW

tReN^ says:
O.O

tReN^ says:
......

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
the bowl of rice

tReN^ says:
HAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
on the table

tReN^ says:
u're not fat

tReN^ says:
u're

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
i keep laughing

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
old looking

tReN^ says:
HAHAHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
FUCK

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
YOU

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
ROAR

tReN^ says:
AHHAHAHAHA NO THANKS

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
AHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
HAHAHAHA

tReN^ says:
I DONT LIKE OLDER WOMEN

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
HAHAHAHA

tReN^ says:
HAHAHAHAHHA

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHA

You have just sent a Nudge!

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHAHAHA

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHAAH

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
AHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
ABHAHAHAHAHA

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
AHAHAHAHAH

tReN^ says:
LMAOOOOOOOO

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
HAHAHHAA

tReN^ says:
I BET

tReN^ says:
U'RE SPITTING RICE ALL OVER UR LAP NOW

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
WAH OMG

tReN^ says:
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

Verbiagelover doesn't want to go tuition says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHAH

*******************************************************

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
I JUST HAD RICE (And already laughing so wildly)

tReN^ says:
..........

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
._.

tReN^ says:
u can

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
now

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
im taking in air

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
..

tReN^ says:
vomit it out

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
desert huh

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
HAHAHA

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
SHUT UP

tReN^ says:
ur hamster will clean it for u

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
EEEEEEE

tReN^ says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOLAHAHAHHA

tReN^ says:
AHAHAHAHAHAH HES LIKE

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
WHAT'S WITH YOU TODAY

tReN^ says:
MMMMMMMMM YUMMY

tReN^ says:
L O L

tReN^ says:
U KNOW

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
GO DIE

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
HE'LL SAY ITS.........

tReN^ says:
errrrrrr

tReN^ says:
wads that ar........

tReN^ says:
oat meal?

tReN^ says:
errrrrr

tReN^ says:
wtf is that

tReN^ says:
the.........

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
is it

tReN^ says:
?

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
WHEAT?

tReN^ says:
wheat thingee ya

tReN^ says:
but

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
OR WHAT

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
wads the name of that

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
HAHAHAHHAHAAH

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
I DUNNO

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
QUAKER?

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
SIMI?

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
!

tReN^ says:
Packet cereal thing

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
?!

tReN^ says:
YES

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
QUAKER OATS

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
HAHHAHAA

tReN^ says:
AHAHHAHAHAHAHHAA

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
AHAHAHHAA

tReN^ says:
ITS REALLY

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE

tReN^ says:
LIK VOMIT LOR

tReN^ says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
FUCKING DISGUSTING LAH

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
SHUT UP

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

tReN^ says:
I MEAN THE COLOR

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
HAHAHAHAH

tReN^ says:
AND

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
AAHAHHAHAHAA

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
THE SMELL

tReN^ says:
ALL THAT

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
HAHAHAHAHHA

tReN^ says:
THE HAMSTER WILL LOVE IT

tReN^ says:
!!!!!!!

tReN^ says:

^^
tReN^ says:
FIFIIIIIIIII

tReN^ says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
....

Verbiagelover had air for dinner. says:
LOL

This is my 54687821th time whining about this....
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I DONT WANT TO GO TUITION T______________T

Just had another round with DonZ. We always play couple dance together to try to break records. He's a very good chainer i tell you, he can chain like up to x10 and higher?

The first time i met this fella was when we played team choreo @_@, 120bpm, i was struggling to get the left right thing correct and he could still CHAIN x6!! Thankfully he's not the least bit cocky, ahha, pun intended =X

I read about the blog of this guy who used to be cynical about love and how he found his girlfriend, and mind you their relationship isn't even a month old yet and he is saying it is true love.

*dies*

Maybe it's just me, but i'm totally in denial of a beautiful relationship, i honestly don't think it exists because ultimately, everything will have to end.

So why bother going into one. LOL.

My weakness is that i'm unable to tolerate annoying wet blankets. Like for example,when you tell them you struck lottery of a million dollars and you are genuinely happy about it thus spreading your joy, this wet blanket will tell you that she has struck a much bigger lottie.

You know very well who you are, and it's like, you don't have to type "You know, i don't like you." and then faster say it's meant for another chat window because that's like such a lame and stupid lie.

It really makes me wonder how you were brought up, or rather, how you conduct yourself. You definitely must be a girl with a completely dense head, who focuses 24/7 on games, without spending some time to READ and enhance your GENERAL KNOWLEDGE thus ALWAYS failing your english papers.

I complained to Uncle GiraffeTrent.
Verbiagelover says:
i cant seem to help her broaden her tiny brains
tReN^ says:
o.o
tReN^ says:
just squash it ._.
Verbiagelover says:
LOL


I am craving for Jack's place. It's like a monthly ritual and must to go there at least once a month.

There's good food and cute waiters LOL

I am forced to go for tuition, and i'll be going very soon. =/

There are many many many many people telling me that they are levelling soon whenever i inform them that i have gone up to another level.

These people go to PCBunk to play, and it's like, they frequent that shop which gives more exp points? So it's like, you cheated, and yet you are still so proud of it. Moreover, you probably are just afraid to be taken over by me, who will definitely not bother about going to such places just to level up because $4 an hour is too much, and you people, well, i'll watch further how much your studies will deterioriate.

Just look at how crazy you all are. Not that i'm sane, but there's a line drawn.

Hah, suckers. (:

Uncle Trent is forever, and ever, a JOKER. A bloody comedian in his own way.

Verbiagelover says:
if you're rich

Verbiagelover says:
dont forget me hor

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
remember u?

Verbiagelover says:
thanks

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
HAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHHAA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
AHHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAHHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
maybe not

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
maybe if u

Verbiagelover says:
<_<

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
wear a barney costume

Verbiagelover says:
LOL

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
with a giraffe head

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
and knock on my door

Verbiagelover says:
LOOL

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAH

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
i'll remember

Verbiagelover says:
LOL

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
OMFG

Verbiagelover says:
HHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
REALLY

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover says:
LOL

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAAH

Verbiagelover says:
!!!

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
I CAN IMAGINE

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover says:
LOL

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAH

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
den.........

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
my maid answer the door

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
den

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHHAA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
scream and faint

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
HAHAHAHHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover says:
OMG

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
AHHHHHHHHHHH FREAK

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
OM FG

Verbiagelover says:
YOU

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
AHHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAHHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
LOL
Verbiagelover says:
AHAHHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAHAH

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
den i run to the door....... "WTF"

Verbiagelover says:
LOL

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
DEN.........

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
stare at u........

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
oh my god........ MAYEE ITS U!

Verbiagelover says:
LOL

Verbiagelover says:
AHHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
O M G IM SO DRAMA

tReN^ - the "pro at moving places when laughing" says:
AHHAHAHAHAHA

I overtook another NPC(boss) for a brief moment because i tyco-ly chained, then DonZ, that pro guy overtook both of us. -___________________-

Whatever lahhhh, you want to deliberately bang yourself against the wall? Go ahead, just don't tell me it hurts.

Drawn to you, because you resembled my fave comic character, Tamahome.(Although now i think otherwise) I never knew it could last that long.

I didn't sleep last night, maybe only for 4 hours? From 2/3am all the way till 6am in the morning i was playing Audition till i hit 132k, then i chionged and levelled.

I tell you, i did the 'license' many times, for twice i got 386k when i needed 390k. WAS DAMN ANGRY OKAY, then thankfully i finally passed with 452k <_<

I won an NPC, well, that's the beginning.


Zzzzz, school's publicity stuntevent tomorrow, to attract this year's graduating primary school students to come to our school. No comments, except that i am really drained.

I miss the times when i was in KL with god-dad and mom, because i literally could have what i want, but that was went i was only 13 and a realllllly spoilt 'princess'.

I could still remember my reluctance to share a room with my mom, and i threw a big tantrum. I threw my phone(that was the first time), and i messed up the entire hotel room while they went out =X Although i didn't get my way in the end as all the rooms were taken, i felt so guilty because my god-dad was forever so willing to give in -_-

And yeah, while we went shopping, i could buy whatever i wanted, even a handphone.

Ironically, my real dad wouldn't do all these, maybe because he lacks the capabilities, but yeah baby, it's heartbreaking somehow.

I'm not saying that my dad doesn't love me, however, the things he does for us are so marginal that i can't say i feel his love.

Although i can't have what i want so easily now, i am actually thankful for that, because i've learnt alot of things, and i definitely have grown stronger. There's also nothing to be envious about being rich or not, (ironically it's from me, but stfu) because being poorer makes you stronger. It's just better.

There's alot of people i know, whom i used to be part of their life, but, due to some reasons, we're out of each other's lives. I want to be back into their lives, but i guess it all lies in fate.

2 years ago, life was the best. Absolutely. Being at the 'top' whereby you could have all the material things you wanted, being with the friends you are really comfortable and on good terms with, and finally being in the life of the one you love, it was all so good.

I don't know why God must take away all those things away from me. Not that i'm dying because i'm without them, but i'm not exactly accustomed. I'm still living my life like how i did 2 years ago, just that it feels really weird.

I feel pressurized.

The overpriced operating system, with the monitor screen actually requested to be larger in size, the purchase of professional-graphic-design products when i am only 15 years old, with no defined ambitions yet and solid qualifications to proof that I will really be a designer next time makes me feel so guilty for making god of fortune spend so much money.

The graphic design industry is getting more and more challenging by the day, with dozens of wah-photoshop-is-so-cool people sprouting everywhere everyday, it'll be a cut throat business climate by the time i'm 25.

...

I totally dig my experimental work because i finally created something which i had been wanting to do for ages, by experimenting means.




Go zoom in. =D The preview doesn't do this any justice.

Another hella funny conversation with Mr. Giraffe. (Pardon the repetitive "HAHAH"s)

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
IM BARNEY

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHAH

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
BARNEY LOVES ALL

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHHA

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover. says:
i love you

Verbiagelover. says:
you love me

Verbiagelover. says:
then what ah?

Verbiagelover. says:
the song

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover. says:
BAHAHAH

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHHAA

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
WAD WAD

Verbiagelover. says:
AHHHAHAA

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
STFU LMAO

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHHAHA
!!!

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
I LOVE U

Verbiagelover. says:
the barney song

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
U LOVE ME

Verbiagelover. says:
how to sing

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover. says:
then

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
WE ALL CAN HAVE

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
A MASS ORGY

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHHAa

Verbiagelover. says:
HAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
!!!!!!!

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
IT RHYMES

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
AHAHAHHAHA

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
AHHAHAHAHAHa

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover. says:
wah lao <_<

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
LOOOOOOOOOL

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
BARNEY IS A PHEDOPHILE

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
T_T!

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover. says:
-.-

Verbiagelover. says:
barney

Verbiagelover. says:
all along

Verbiagelover. says:
has got unclear

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
LMAO

Verbiagelover. says:
sexual orientations

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover. says:
DONT YOU THINK SO?!

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HOW U KNOW

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
U CHECK AR

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
HAHAHA

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
AHHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAH

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
U CHECK RITE

Verbiagelover. says:
HOWI CHECK

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
HOW I CHECK

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHAH

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
U ASKED HIM TO

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
**** U

Verbiagelover. says:
HAHAHAHAHAH

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover. says:
WAH LAO

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
AHAHAHAHAH DEN

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HES LIKE

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
"HUH........ but......."

Verbiagelover. says:
LOL

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
I DUN HAVE EITHER GENITAL

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
HAHAHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover. says:
HSAHAHAHAH

Verbiagelover. says:
AHAHAHA

Fifi is hillarious.

Me : Fifi ah, don't you think i should just get over 'daddy' and move on? If you think so, bite me okay?

Fifi : *Licks my hand*

Me : So you think i shouldn't right?

Then he gave me the hardest bite ever.


HAHAHAHA

I think i will slim down alot, HAHAHAHA i'm getting reluctant when it comes to eating, even when it's recess, the time i really eat.

Now, i eat so much slower.

If this continues right, I WON'T BE 53KG ANYMORE *BEAMS*

Also, another conclusion about most audition players, that they have sucky english. They don't even understand what 'imbecile' means, HAH WTH right.

....It's proven lah, because i always talk to somebody about whatever news that had just happened, and the densehead will go, "Oh."

...NO LIFE.

I may seem like i'm keen to level up and i play and play, but then again I PROMISE i won't spend money on the stupid a-cash.

People who spend money on cash items are just after fame.

Like it or not, whether you are my friend or not, i strongly think it is true.

Mommy said, "In 10 years time, i hope to see the both of you married already," referring to my 19 year old sister and I.

I was like, "WTF", 25 years old, damn you lah, so young get married?! nnb. HAHHAA

And anyway, marriage is just another reason for a man and woman to be together even when they have fallen out of love with each other. It is more like a questioner when you fall out of love with your partner, because you'll ponder to yourself, "Afterall, we are married"

So it's just another commitment, knn.

I don't see why my elders are all happy whenever my cousins are getting hitched, because a divorce case happens every 20s around the world, getting married is just like getting mentally prepared for a divorce.

Somebody requested that i post this extract of our conversation up.

tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
Verbiagelover is armed with shieldtox. says (12:05 AM):
hmm
Verbiagelover is armed with shieldtox. says (12:05 AM):
how to lure the roach out?
Verbiagelover is armed with shieldtox. says (12:05 AM):
HAHA
Verbiagelover is armed with shieldtox. says (12:05 AM):
COCKROACH PORN
Verbiagelover is armed with shieldtox. says:
LOL
tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
THIS LA
tReN^ Why fight it D: says:
PUT ON UR BLOG HAHAHAHA

Yes, you are right, yet another damned roach has flown into my room and watch me sleep because i'm a beauty HAHAHAH

What a bitch, now i have to keep moving myself so it wouldn't see me as a landing port for its dirty and smelly body.

Anyway, is it just me, or is the weather getting extremely warm and humid? I bathe like 3 times a day?! Pffftttttttttt.

I have not seen my hot 'daddy' for quite awhile. So sad.

You know, sometimes i think i am dying from the withdrawal symptoms of not looking at my eyecandy. HAHAHAHAH.

The symptoms include hmmmmm, excessive spamming of 'AHAHAHHA' on MSN conversations, mentioning sick things all the time, and definitely being plain obsessed with gaming.

LOL

CURSE MYSELF!

Maths paper one, i actually found it EASY, and i was so damn fucking sure i knew how to do.


Me : Er, question 3, what answer ah? Inverse variation right?
Friend : Yeah, 1.5 x bla bla
ME : HUH WHAT THE FUCK

I know how to do one lor. T.T

It is bad to be overly in love with cleanliness, because it makes you less tolerant of messy surroundings and people whom/which are almost EVERYWHERE.

I wonder if anybody is like me..i tend to clean my room every 2 days, or the moment when i see dust.

@_@

True, my living room is like crap, but i most certainly try to keep my room clean because well, it is my room. HAHAHAH

Friend, you know you like it.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I am bored, so i shall rip a survey from my sister's blog. HAHAHAH

In OCTOBER 2001 ...

How old were you? 10 YEARS OLD ZOMG.

Where did you go to school? Blangah Rise primary

Where did you work? n/a

Where did you live? SG

Where did you hang out? I went home everyday after sch

How was your hair style? .......geeky bowl shaped hair. Refer to my 'timeline' pic. HAHAH

Did you wear glasses? no

Who was your best friend(s)? forgot =X

Who was your regular-person crush? No crush, maybe on hamsterS? HAHAHAH

How many tattoos did you have? none.

How many piercings did you have? none!

What car did you drive? i didn't drive.

What was your worst fear? Errrr, that my eczema condition back then would get worser, it was already very bad back then.

Had you smoked a cigarette yet? nah.

Had you been arrested? nope.

Had your heart broken? N/A

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter? Single

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**

October 2006...

How old are you? 15

Where do you work? still not working.

Where do you live? still at the same place.

Where do you hang out? GWC, tiong?

Do you wear glasses? Nope

What is your hairstyle?...just a medium length bob. HAHAH

Who are your best friends? sera, and agnes and mostly the stc people lah.

Still talk to any of your old friends? yeah i guess?

Who is your current interest? 'DADDY' =D

How many piercings do you have? 4, ALL CLOSED LOL

What kind of car do you have? i still don't drive.

What is your biggest fear? RETAINING HOHO, no, actually, the death or departure of 'DADDY'. Honestly.

Have you been arrested? nope.

Has your heart been broken? ...doh.

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter? N/A

current clothing: Black OP shirt LOL
current mood: Bored
current taste: Cola
current hair: tied
current annoyance: n/a
current smell: n/a
current thing you ought to be doing: revising
current jewelry: nth
current book: Nope, no books.
current refreshment: Cola


HAHAHHA IM BORED, seriously.

Okay i know i have been updating crap recently, and they're not even deemed fit to be called 'entries', so i shall summarise what happened, such as the funny things =X

I was talking to Nicholas as we were packing our bags, ready to go because the last paper for us was over already, then yuzhen was behind me, she bent down to pack her things, and i was packing mine, AND I ACCIDENTALLY ELBOWED HER HEAD LOL.

Walao, she was over there rubbing her head, LOL, MY HAND NOT PAIN AH?! But i was too amused and i was already laughing hysterically, so i didn't bother about any other thing.

I am such a sucker(.com) because ... i bought the wrong hamster food. The one i bought was for GUINEA PIGS! No wonder i was wondering where the melon seeds went, but it's okay, it's all similar and good, my hamsters love them anyway. =D

Okay back to mugging T.T

Holaaaaaaaaaaaa, the haze is gone. I had a pretty good day =D

I finally had my doze of my favourite Jacks Place's Mixed Grill, followed by getting some moolah for scoring a B and up for mainly Chemistry tests...

AND i bought another issue of computerarts magazine, using my own money. *BEAMS* And also Macbeth, like how retarded am i to buy at when the exams are TO-MOR-ROW. <_<

Although i didn't do much things, nothing can express my elation and excitement when i bought the design mag. HAHAHA

Also particularly due to the conversation i had with Tren last night <_< You are so damned funny .

OH I saw a giraffe poster at Popular today! HAHAHA i was giggling to myself =X

I just talked to a guy who is really amusing, and easily amused, i guess. For one, he made me laugh till my stomach was aching. HAHAH

He commented on the previous entry i said about dicks HAHAHHA


tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
OSO WILL BE LONG DICK LAR I TINK (Referring to giraffe)

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
L O L

Verbiagelover says:
hahahha

Verbiagelover says:
i dunno

Verbiagelover says:
you see before ah

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
"lai lai giraffe, unzip your pants!"

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHAHA

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
............

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
WTF

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
IM NOT EVEN A GIRL

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
AND

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
U WAN THE GIRAFFE TO FUCK ME?

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
WTFFFFFFFFFf

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
#)%@*!#)%&*(#$13\

Verbiagelover says:
hahahahah

Verbiagelover says:
no la

Verbiagelover says:
ask it to show you only mah

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
LMAO

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
later he slap my face with his dick

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAA

Verbiagelover says:
HAHAHAHHAHA

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
COZ HES SO TALL

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHAHHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHAHHAHA

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
AHHAHAHAHAHA

Verbiagelover says:
AHAHHAHA

tReN^ - Ms Lappy has passed away... ._. sobz says:
AHAHAHAHAHA

The PSI is not getting any lower, and i hope schools in SG close, so there is more time for me to
focus on my examinations MUAHAHAHAHA, yeah.

I even had a bet with the god of fortune on the PSI by tomorrow -_- HAHAHA


Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
----------------------------------------------------------------------------- (my husband's dick shall be this long)

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
LOL

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
AND THAT'S EVEN BEFORE ERECTION~!

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
HAHAHAHAHA

Dewi says:
that's quite short leh

Dewi says:
no pleasure.

Dewi says:
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
lol

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
LOL

Dewi says:
that's better

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
SO LONG

Dewi says:
LOL

Dewi says:
jk lah

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
GO FUCK A GIRAFFE LA YOU

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
LOL

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
better still

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
elephant

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
HAHAHAHA

Dewi says:
HAHAHAHAHAH

Dewi says:
kissmeass

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
LOL

Higher PSI = Sch closes = POSTPONED EXAMS!!!! says:
HHAHA

Dewi says:
verbiage's husband's dick VS Daywee's husband's dick

Dewi says:
MWHAHAHAHAH

Dewi says:
showdown !

You people are really funny people.

I said i like somebody IN audition, somebody whom i don't even know in real life.

I just like his fictional character.

And most of you people think i'm in love with him -_- ( ...moreover it's not like the person i really love in real life is some anonymous guy)

I know i do sound like i am crazy over him, but whatever it is, i just like the CHARACTER, which are just some pixels.

He may be a really ugly guy in reality, duh?

You guys ah, reading toooo much into what i say already. <_<

I am strong, and i will not wither away even when tough circumstances hit me.

All this stress i'm going through is just going to make me slim down even more, maybe cry more, have more wrinkles, and grow even uglier, but it's not going to kill me.

*Repeats 10 times*

My appetite during recess is still alright, because i am not sick of Mary Chicken Rice.

Other food however, like packed lunch my dad buys home, and basically home cooked food turns me really off, even when it's my mom's savoury cookings.

Before i eat, i feel like puking whenever i think about eating. The process when i eat is still fine, but after i eat, i feel like puking again. -_-

I am really stressed with not just Photoshop, examinations, there's more than what meets the eye.

I'm such a bitch.

Me : *Playing audition NPC, fast song*

Dad : *Stands outside my room and asks for the aircon remote*

Me : DENG YI XIA! WAIT! WAIT! ( Because i cant fucking afford to miss, it's a team-based competition against the computer opponent for fuck's sake.)

Me : AIYA, Call liyi in la! Ask her help me take

*No response*

Me : Wah lao eh, take la! WAH LAO SEE LA I MISS ALREADY LAH! *Grumbles*

Dad : *Hands me some money*

Me : *Grabs them and slams the door*

...

Whatever lah, i just think that $600 spent on the creativesuite has gone to waste.

Not that i don't like design already, but i am really lazy to design. I have a ton of ideas, but i don't do them because i can sort of figure out the outcome.

That sucks.

And partly because im into illustrator, which, to my dismay, i don't know how to use it yet. <_<

If there is anyone who is able to teach me how to use illustrator CS2, i'll definitely reward you handsomely.

If i master illustrator, it'll definitely be another milestone for me. Photoshop...is not enough.

@_@

I finally found newer artists to inspire me. You can say that i rip ideas from the, but yeah baby, i'm sick of the usual form of design i see everywhere, and my mind is equally constricted as what i make them out to be. So..this new group of designers are really something, and i'll look up to them if i'm stiff. =D

AND HOPEFULLY...i'll design really soon. Had been playing audition and nothing else.

It's just too little too late.

I just had a conversation with my hamsters, or should i say, a soliloquy. =X

Me : Fifi ah! How are you today?
*No response*

Me : Ohhhh! You had a good day ah? I had a good day too! But tomorrow is my exams you know?!
*No response*

Me : I got study one!

....

Sometimes, i just feel so mad.

My stomach is switching appetites very drastically. All the food that i used to like are now making me feel like throwing up, and before i eat, i feel like throwing up. I FEEL EVEN MORE like throwing up after i eat, when i was just starving minutes ago.

Anyway this is rant. I hate home cooked food, no, my father's cooking to be exact. If you want to know why he is still residing with us after the divorce, ask me personally.

I am craving and miss Jacks Place. I've not had their Mixed Grill for about a month? I only eat that LOL =X Along with some soup and desert and a nice coke float, which i always cannot finish.

I feel...sick.

No appetite. I wonder where my appetite went. I've been complaining abt this for quite awhile <_<

I just watched a short segment of this show which plans to help "perfect" couples realise their wishes.

There is no perfect relationship, and i really wonder what is it so that makes them judge the bond between a couple with just a game. Who knows the couple is actually pretending to be 'perfect'? Also i don't understand why there is such a big hoo-ha over couples who've lasted 'very long'. Envy? What's there to be envious about? HM................

Moreover, there can be a perfect wedding, but there is not perfect marriage. Just look at my parents, and maybe your parents. <_<

I can't sleep, so i ripped a survey from this silly sec one/two girl, goodness, i had a hard time reading her answers cuz all of them were..illogical. HAHAHA

My health is deterioriating, maybe because of the haze. I feel feverish and i lose my appetite nowadays. Was at GWC's Yoshinoya with classmates and i was facing my favourite salmon bowl,my inner self further fuelled to be a voracious eater, but before i was even done with half of the bowl i didn't want to eat it already -.- I keep having gastric nowadays, and when i came home, i wanted to puke after eating, when i was starving previously T.T AND NOW, i am suffering from insomnia.

Maybe i shouldn't have insisted on being 'strong' and not giving up, because right now as i am forcing myself to give up, it hurts alot. So i guess all those years of holding on is finally taking its toll now. =/

CURRENTLY

.01 what color top are you wearing?
- White mambo shirt with a man digging his nose at the back.

.02 are you wearing pants,shorts,or a skirt?
- Shorts.

.03 what type of underwear are you wearing?
- ....HAHA your underwear.

.04 wearing any rings?
- ...Dark eye rings possible?

.05 bracelets or necklaces?
- Necklaces.

.06 do you have earrings in?
- nope.

.07 are you wearing socks?
- nope

.08 do you have shoes on?
- No

.09 where did you buy your shirt?
- Mambo outlet, town maybe? forgot.

.10 how much did your pants cost?
- They are cheapo 3 for $10 goods from HK

GENERAL

.01 where do you like to shop for clothes?
- Zara, and The Box

.02 where do you get your slippers?
- some roadside stall LOL

.03 from where was your favorite jewelry?
- Orchard

.04 do you own tight clothing?
- Yeah baby, yeah!

.05 would you wear comoflauge pants?
- Nah

.06 would you wear hott pink shoes?
- Maybe if i'm intending to pull a publicity stunt

.07 do you wear toe socks?
- yes.

.08 do you shop at aeropostale?
- ....


THE OPPOSITE SEX

.01 what style do you prefer?
- ErrrHmmmm, i don't know. As long as he's hot.

.02 do you like them wearing jewelry?
- Im fine with it

.03 what about flipflops?
- ....

.04 do you like when they wear shorts?
- What, guys got nice legs meh?

.05 boxers or briefs?
- FIFI BOXERS! -_-

.06 is makeup a good thing?
- anything as long as he doesnt turn into an Ah Gua

.07 must they go shopping with you?
- yes =x and pay HAHAHHAA

.08 would they shop at the same places as you?
- Anything goes.

.09 what color would they wear most?
- Certainly not PINK <_<

Today Mayee is a very happy girl because she scored 75% for her chem test, managed to pass her humanities and english CA.

SO....i won't retain, i guess.

But where to find that extra subject?

Anyway i can't wait for exams to be over and done with because i'll be going to do my ATM CARD HOHO, and god of fortune is going to contribute a handsome amount every month. So i am thinking, of using that money for audition, for going out, yadda yadda.

This entry is getting nowhere because the haze has made me fucking feverish. =(

One thing which PISSES me off so much that is enough to make me scream into the phone in the middle of a quiet but rather crowded shopping centre...is people who just DON'T LISTEN.

I don't mind explaining to you things, but please for fuck's sake LISTEN, and not just keep repeating your question.

Because...if you do that again, i'll just hang up, and not talk to you.

What "empathy" is there to give to a broken hearted person? What is being 'mean' when things are facts?

I can say i am on the same boat as you as well, and although i do get really depressed and cry sometimes, i can manage things...far better i THINK.

It was only after "goodbye" was said, that i realised i shouldnt have said that.

I may be all high and happy in school, but i just can't be an optimist, though i seemingly am one.

I think i'm going to get depression if i continue being tormented by sleepless, tearful, and plain sad nights. One day, i'll really turn mad.

I'm considering on spending about $50 on audition, which i think really is a waste.

Again, this is just a filler for a permanent void in me. Is it really that easy to let go of the past? To be honest i think all that i have or want now, are just fillers.

I think about you and tears start to well up in my eyes again. I know i will be crying lesser and lesser ever since the major outburst of crying marathon which lasted the whole damned night, because my tears have ran dry.

That, is ironically a good sign.

DAMN.

I am addicted to audition, and so is Caryn, whom i've just tempted. HEHEHEHHE, and as i blog this she's probably still playing HAHA, man, i have to do some last minute revision before i go to bed. Bah.

Honestly, i ought to delete that damned game first, but oh wellll.

Graduation ceremony...was alright. I'll definitely miss some of them, like AUNTIE GERLAINE! =D

Hmmmmmmm, other than that, lessons were all pretty much boring and i must say that i am very interested in knowing this person, and NO, HE is not from BM.

I am more like impressed with him, but whatever. =D I find this stalking thing abit silly...but it's all to fulfill my curiousity eh?

Im really tired, bah.

I spent almost my entire night playing AUDITION, and i am finally able to do FMs on 120bpm songs, although it's not all the time, it's quite a milestone <_<


Played audition with Caryn, and we went to stalk this guy whom i admire. (No he's not in BM and neither is he 16 and is a nerd so stfu)

I completely worship him because he is not only prolific, he is also quite humble. BUT......he smokes and drinks(or so i see from the chat logs). We all know, VerBIATCHlover only admires designers, or at least people who speak really fluent english and doesn't tell me they think what i'm saying is cheem, because it isn't. So......

Win already.

I hope i don't fall asleep, because i want to spend today studying real hard, and also gaming, and then going to bed at like 7 so i'll wake up all fresh. Don't want to ruin my routine and go to school all tired again. T.T

EXAMS! CRAP.